Текст и перевод песни Dodo - Hate you

Hate you

내가 웃을 때 제일 좋아하던 너
잘 지내고 있니
잊혀지진 않았니
가끔 네 소식을 들으면
애써 아무렇지 않은 척
고개 돌려 한숨뿐야
괜찮은 듯 잘 살다가
눈물이 울컥 쏟아지고
떠오르는 네가 자꾸 보고 싶어

애써봐도 돌아갈 수 없는걸 다 알아
널 잊는다는 게 어려워서
무뎌지지가 않아서
너랑 했던 이별인데
나만 아픈 것 같아
괜히 널 미워하고 있어

언젠가부터 달라진 걸 알았어
네 마음 이제는
나와는 다르다고
하루하루 겁이 났어
이별이 점점 다가와도
아무것도 못하고
아무 말도 못 하고 울다가

애써봐도 돌아갈 수 없는 거 다 알아
널 잊는다는 게 어려워서
무뎌지지가 않아서
너랑 했던 이별인데
나만 아픈 것 같아
괜히 널 미워하고 있어

비우고 비워내도
다시 채워져 가고
우리 나눴던 기억들만
더 무거워져

나 없이 잘 지내니 어떻게 그러니?
전부 다 없었던 얘기처럼
나만 널 사랑한 거니
너랑 했던 이별인데
나만 아픈 것 같아
오늘도 여전히
너를 미워 하지만 그리워

Hate you

You loved it when I smiled
How are you doing?
Have you forgotten me?
When I hear about you sometimes,
I try to look like I don't care
I just turn around and sigh.
I pretend to live a good life,
But tears suddenly flow
And I keep wanting to see you.

I know that I can't go back no matter how hard I try.
It's hard to forget you.
It doesn't get any easier.
We broke up
But it feels like I'm the only one who's hurting.
I'm irrationally angry at you.

I realized one day that things were different.
Your heart
It was different from mine.
I was scared every day,
Even though our breakup was coming,
I didn't do anything
I didn't say anything and just cried.

I know that I can't go back no matter how hard I try.
It's hard to forget you.
It doesn't get any easier.
We broke up
But it feels like I'm the only one who's hurting.
I'm irrationally angry at you.

I empty and empty,
But you fill back up.
Memories of us
They just get heavier.

You can live without me so easily?
Like I was nothing.
Was I the only one who loved you?
We broke up
But it feels like I'm the only one who's hurting.
Even today,
I still hate and miss you.