Текст и перевод песни MY FIRST STORY - ハイエナ - From THE FIRST TAKE

ハイエナ - From THE FIRST TAKE

ひび割れた幸せな時を過ごすほど
I′m sick of it 飢えている 哀しいハイエナみたいだ
噛み付いて 邪魔をして エゴを押し付けてるだけ
嫌々... 悪いのは誰だ？

足掻いて 泣いて 抱いて 血に塗れ
変わらないのなんで？自分一人？
幸せになれない？叶わない？だから逃げ出すの？
愛そうともせず 愛をまた欲しがるだけでしょう？

僕は弱いね 弱いね 弱くて 意地っ張りだね
一人じゃ何にも出来ないのに
全て知った様な口ぶりで 近寄る愛を遠ざけていた
こんな僕でも強くなるから 聴いて

すれ違う幸せそうな顔 見る度に
I'm sick of it 真っ黒な心に染まり始める
見下して 叫んでも 誰も振り向かないまま
嫌々... 痛いのは何処だ？

途絶えて 裂けて 擦れて 枯れ果てて
変われないの？せめて自分一人
幸せの中で立ち尽くし ｢孤独｣演じてる
理解ろうともせず 人の所為にしてるだけでしょう？

僕は弱いね 弱いね 弱くて意地っ張りだね
一人じゃ何にも出来ないのに
全て知ったような口ぶりで 近寄る愛を遠ざけていた
こんな僕でも 強くなるから 聴いて

今まで｢僕は一人だ｣と思い続けて
ずっと生きてきたけど
今なら｢君と二人だ｣と思い始めて
歩き出せる
この想いが君に届くのなら

僕は弱いね 弱いね 弱くて意地っ張りだね
一人で生きるのはもう無理だ

僕は弱いね 弱いね 弱くて見栄っ張りだね
一人じゃ何にも出来ないから
｢君とずっと一緒にいたい｣と
心から今そう思うから
こんな僕でも 側にいさせて ずっと

こんな僕でも強くなるから 聴いて

Hyena - From THE FIRST TAKE

The more time I spend in a state of fractured happiness,
I′m sick of it. I'm hungry. I'm like a pitiful hyena.
I bite, I get in the way, I just push my ego on you.
Grudgingly... Who's to blame?

Struggling, crying, hugging, covered in blood,
Why don't things change? Just me alone?
Can't I be happy? Can't it come true? So I'll just run away?
Without trying to love, you'll just end up wanting love again, won't you?

I'm weak, aren't I? I'm weak. I'm weak and stubborn, aren't I?
I can't do anything by myself,
Yet I've been pushing away the love that's come close, with my know-it-all attitude.
Even I can become strong, so listen.

Every time I see a happy face pass me by,
I'm sick of it. My heart starts to turn pitch black.
I look down on them and shout, but no one turns around.
Grudgingly... Where does it hurt?

Fading, splitting, fraying, withering away,
Can't I change? At least just me, alone?
Standing still amidst happiness, playing the part of "loneliness."
Without trying to understand, you'll just end up blaming others, won't you?

I'm weak, aren't I? I'm weak. I'm weak and stubborn, aren't I?
I can't do anything by myself,
Yet I've been pushing away the love that's come close, with my know-it-all attitude.
Even I can become strong, so listen.

Up until now, I've always thought "I'm alone,"
And I've lived my life that way.
But now, I'm starting to think "I'm with you" and
I can start walking.
If these feelings can reach you,

I'm weak, aren't I? I'm weak. I'm weak and stubborn, aren't I?
I can't live alone anymore.

I'm weak, aren't I? I'm weak. I'm weak and conceited, aren't I?
I can't do anything by myself,
So "I want to be with you forever," from the bottom of my heart,
That's how I truly feel now.
So please, let me stay by your side, forever.

Even I can become strong, so listen.