Текст и перевод песни MY FIRST STORY - ブラック・スワン

ブラック・スワン

生まれ落ちた時の烙印に
押し潰されかけたまま
この悲しく丸い地球の外に一人だけ
醜い僕が捨てられた
何故 白か黒か選ばされて
夢も愛も決められるの?
「こんな世界で生きる意味なんてないな」
って気付いた途端に滲んだ灰色が
僕の中に溶け込み始めていたんだ
今 ただ壊れかけた翼で叶わぬ夢を見ながら
あの大海を知らぬまま空を仰いでも
深さまでは計り知れず
なんで今日も同じ様に過ごしてんだろ?
今更 誰かの言葉を聞いて
誰かの為に生きるのに
嫌気が指してバカらしくなってきたんだ
「空も飛べる筈さ」
そう言い聞かせては
サギ師の様に僕を騙し続けた
何時までも四角い空だけを
籠の中でダラダラ見上げて
何処までも綺麗な羽さえも
何の価値もなく枯れ果てて...
「僕」以外がサカサマの世界で
「僕」のイカサマを見抜いてよ?
本当にまだ生きたいなら...
何故 白か黒か選ばされて
夢も愛も決められるの?
「こんな世界で生きる意味なんてないな」
って気付いた途端に滲んだ灰色が
僕の中に溶け込み始めていたんだ

Black Swan

Carrying a stigma since I was born
Crumbling under its weight
The only one on the outside of this sadly round Earth
The ugly one, the reject
Why must we choose between black and white?
Why must our dreams and our love be predetermined?
I thought, "There's no point in living in such a world."
And as soon as I realized it, a faint gray color started to seep through
Melting into my being
Now, with my broken wings, I gaze up at dreams that will never come true
I may look up at the sky, but I'll never know the vastness of the ocean
Its depths are immeasurable
Why do I keep going through the same routine every day?
Now, it's too late to listen to anyone else's words
Or to live for the sake of anyone else
I'm sick and tired of it. It's all become so ridiculous.
Some say, "You can fly, you know."
Comforting words, but they're just lies
They continue to deceive me like a con artist
Forever looking up at the same square sky
Lazily wasting away in this cage
Even the most beautiful wings
Are worthless and withered...
The world is upside down for everyone but me
Can you see through my lies?
If you truly want me to live...
Why must we choose between black and white?
Why must our dreams and our love be predetermined?
I thought, "There's no point in living in such a world."
And as soon as I realized it, a faint gray color started to seep through
Melting into my being