Songtexte Goodbye My Best Friend - Bubba Sparxxx , I4NI

A love like I've never had
I can honestly say she was my better half
At least my half that was stable
Most importantly the half that was faithful
Me, I'm a bit ungrateful, hateful
But I'm putting food on the table
Thinking that's enough but it wasn't cause it doesn't
Make up for the lies, I'm the devil in disguise
And I still neglect the lover
But stay and suffer, that's what I expected of her
From the start I tore it apart
And ain't no fixing it now cause I'm hard on the heart
Either way, we'll never understand why
I just couldn't be the right man
Under God, Bible in my right hand
Staring at her picture on the night stand writing this

I'm looking for a new tomorrow
But yesterday never ends
Teardrops on the pillow as she lies awake again
I can't give her what she needs so why should I pretend
You had me at hello
Goodbye my best friend

Baby you deserve to have a man that can look at you
The way you look at me and be the man I wouldn't be
I couldn't be, not for you, though I tried to
Was even willing to fake it all through the I Do's
Cause I loved you, but it became clear
That if I really loved you I couldn't stay here
So I let it rip and ripped your dream apart
A real man wouldn't have misled you from the start
Cause I knew our two loves didn't match
You was just getting home and I was just getting back
From that five year nap and you met me in the middle
Your touch was so gentle and your heart was not a riddle
So simple, I should have known better
Cause you had everything you wanted, I'm a go getter
But rest assured God's still on the throne
And you way too special to forever be alone, goodbye baby

I'm looking for a new tomorrow
But yesterday never ends
Teardrops on the pillow as she lies awake again
I can't give her what she needs so why should I pretend
You had me at hello
Goodbye my best friend

Girl tell me what I'm supposed to do
We're so far apart and you know it's true
Tried playing my part and getting close to you
But had a change of heart and this is overdue
I ain't walk right out like I been known to do
I tried sticking it out but I was playing the fool
Pay the bills, still cook and clean
Mr. Faithful tried to talk, you just scream
Come on babe, I can't live like that
Got me thinking of packing like I'll be right back
In the middle of the night, leave a dear Jane letter
Slide it under your pillow and maybe you would feel better
When you read it and know I'm gone
It's been so long since you was happy in this home
A free bird spread my wings and fly
For the first time baby, goodbye

I'm looking for a new tomorrow
But yesterday never ends
Teardrops on the pillow as she lies awake again
I can't give her what she needs so why should I pretend
You had me at hello
Goodbye my best friend