The Fool - Jung Seung Hwan Übersetzung ins Englische

The Fool

세상이 멈춘 것 같았어
우연히 널거리에서 마주쳤을 때
가끔 들리는 너의 안부에도
난 꼭 참았는데
이 바보야
너 땜에 아프잖아
왜 또 옷은 춥게
얇게 입었어
나를 피하는 눈빛이
야윈 너의 얼굴이
그런 니가 미워서
나는 또 밤새 취해 간다
어디부터 잘못된 걸까
천천히 너에게 맞춰 기다렸다면
내가 가진 현실은 초라했고
마음만 커져가고
나 땜에 힘들다고 했잖아
행복해지고 싶다 그랬잖아
어떻게 널 보냈는데
이 바보야
너 땜에 아프잖아
왜 또 옷은 춥게
얇게 입었어
내 전부였던 눈빛이
사랑했던 얼굴이
여전히 반가워서
눈물이 흘러
어렸어서 서운해서
소중해서 불안해서
다 망쳐버린 걸 알아
다 미안해
이 바보야
얼마나 사랑했는데
어떻게 헤어졌는데
다신 만나지 말자
잡을 수 없게 잘 살아줘

The Fool

It felt like the world had stopped,
When I ran into you on the street by chance.
I've held back, even when I hear about you,
But this is too much.
What a fool I am,
You’re the reason I’m hurting.
And why are you wearing such
Thin clothing even though it’s cold?
Your eyes that avoid mine,
And your emaciated face.
I hate you for being that way,
So I end up drinking through the night.
When did this all go wrong?
If I had just waited patiently for you,
My reality was so pitiful,
And all I did was grow resentful.
You said I was making things difficult for you,
You wanted to be happy.
How did I ever let you go?
What a fool I am,
You’re the reason I’m hurting.
And why are you wearing such
Thin clothing even though it’s cold?
Your eyes that used to mean everything to me,
The face that I loved,
Are still as dear to me,
And I break down in tears.
I feel so young and heartbroken.
I feel so anxious because you're so precious to me.
I know I’ve ruined everything,
And I’m so sorry.
What a fool I am,
How much did I love you?
How did we break up?
Let's never meet again.
Live well, beyond my reach.