Iltijo - Konsta Übersetzung ins Englische

Iltijo

Yarim kecha uch yana chiroqlar o'chiq,
Qancha bo'ldi ko'chaga chiqmadim eshikni ochib Ichimdan bo'lib jim,
Jin ursin achindim Ha chindan garchi man,
Achchiqlaridan ichdim (o-o-o)
Yorsizman holsiz tan, ojizman hozir ham.
Keksa bo'lib qaradim-u, huddi yoshim o'ttizda Yolg'izman olisda,
Bolsiz tam og'izda,
To'yib kettim bo'ldi nuqta, bir qultum uksus vaaa...
Bir so'zga zor bo'ldim,
Mushtim devorga urdim Tirik murda bo'ldim nega,
Bilmadim qachon o'ldim Ajoyib bir tush ko'rdim,
Uyg'onib homush bo'ldim Jomadonim ichi to'l a,
Qoldim boshi berk yo'lda Bo'larim bo'ldi qoyil,
Bu bari bo'gan doim O'tadi tun bedor,
Madad berar Xudoyim Qo'rqadi yakka yurak, yurakka baxt kerak.
Ertakdagi yakka qalb, guli yo'q-u bitta barg
Meni olib ket osmon, Yulduzlaringga boylab izlarimni.
Yonimda qol shamol, Yumma ko'zlarimni, to'sma yo'llarimni.
Meni olib ket daryo, Cho'ksam dengiz qariga bo'lganimda ravon.
Yordam ber Olloh, Bandangman madadingni tilab iltijo...
Haqiqatni ko'p ko'rdim Uyg'onmagunimcha Men
Ham bir paytlar kiyganman, oq ko'ylag-u nimcha.
Jigardan chaqadigani, bu sariq chaqa digani.
Jonimga tegganidan so'kdim, bu kollej diganin.
Chidolmadi Asab, yozdim asar to'plab.
Baqirmasdim bor ovozda, yozdim asar ko'plab.
Bilaman yolg'iz emasman,pasdaman bittamasman.
Bu so'zlar bir havasmas, bu osmonga xatlar rasman!
Bu o'zimga o'xshagan millionlar ovozi
Eshitib so'zlarimdan topasan darrov o'zing.
Qo'llaringni ko'tar, yaqinroq qilib samoga.
Qalb bilan bo'laylik, Ke bo'sa bomasa moda.
Ko'chalardan to'plab, soldim kuyga.
O'zim qoldim kuygan, kulman el suygan.
Va hali bu kuylarim, yashar ekan.
Demak hayotman yana, sinovlar tashar egam

Iltijo

My darling, it's almost midnight and the lights are still on,
It's been a while since I stepped outside, opened the door. I'm silent and still inside,
My heart is pounding, but I refrain from opening the door,
I drink from bitter cups (o-o-o)
I'm lonely, weak, and helpless even now.
I've grown old and look like I'm in my thirties. I'm alone and getting old,
I'm hungry and can barely speak,
I'm tired of it all. Give me just a sip of vinegar...
I struggle to speak a word,
I hit my fist against the wall. Why have I become a living corpse,
I don't know when I died. I had a strange dream,
I woke up feeling carefree, my pockets full,
I stood alone on the road, lost.
I was amazed, this has always been the case.
The night will pass, and my God will help me. A lonely heart needs courage. Courage is happiness for the heart.
A lonely heart in a fairy tale, a flower with no petals.
Take me to the sky, and paint the stars with my footprints.
Stay by my side, wind, close my eyes, don't lead me astray.
Take me to the river, let me sink into the depths of the sea.
Help me, my God, I beg for your mercy...
I've seen the truth so many times. Before I wake up, I
Once wore a white shirt and a gun.
The one that hurts the soul, this yellow poison.
I cursed this college after it touched my life.
My nerves couldn't handle it, so I wrote and collected my work.
I couldn't sing out loud, so I wrote many songs.
I know I'm not alone, I'm not the only one.
These words are not just words. These are letters to heaven!
These are the voices of millions like me.
You'll find yourself in my words.
Raise your hands and bring yourself closer to heaven.
Let's be together, even if we don't kiss.
I gathered them from the streets and burned them.
I was left burning, while others laughed.
And my songs still live on.
So I'm still alive, my tests are outside.