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Oboreru Sakana

僕はいつか窒息するだろう
愛も夢も何もかも光も見えないから
呼吸するのも忘れて泳ぎ疲れて溺れる魚

光を忘くした盲目なもぐら
飛べない鳥は何を歌う?
とっぷり沈んだ太陽は明日も僕を焼くのでしょう

あの日、僕が口にした言葉に何一つ嘘は無かったと思う
一秒でも長く一秒でも長く一緒にいたいと思っていたんだ
愛しさ故に気でも狂いそうで理由や理屈じゃ計れやしない
失う事への恐れはあったけれど考えぬようにおどけて見せていた

もう全てに疲れたと君は一言呟いて
僕達の過去は嘘色に変わった
散り散りになって真っ白に還った
いつからだろうか魚の目は白く濁り
この街の流れにもはじかれて
おどけてみたって笑えやしないだろう
あの日の少年は大人になっていた

今になって思うのだけれど
あの日に僕は何もかも死んでしまったのでしょう
記憶は僕に圧し掛かり事実は僕への刃に変わった
懐かしむ事は弱い行為ですか?
でも すがることしか今は出来ず
死にたくたって死ねやしない
惨めな僕を笑ってくれるかい?

僕はいつか窒息するだろう
愛も夢も何もかも光も見えないから
呼吸するのも忘れて泳ぎ疲れて溺れる魚

Drowning Fish

I will suffocate one day
Because neither love, nor dreams, nor anything, nor even the light is visible
A fish that forgets to breathe and drowns, exhausted from swimming

A blind mole that has forgotten the light
What does a bird that cannot fly sing about?
The sun that has sunk completely will burn me again tomorrow

That day, I do not think there was a single lie in the words I spoke
I thought I wanted to be with you for a second longer, for a second longer
Because of my feelings, I thought I would go crazy, and I could not measure them with reasons or logic
I was afraid of losing you, but I tried to act humorously so as not to think about it

You said you were tired of everything
Our past turned a false color
It scattered and turned completely white
Since when have the eyes of a fish turned white and cloudy?
Rejected by the flow of this city
Even if I act humorously, I will not be able to laugh
The boy from that day has become an adult

I only think about it now
I think I died completely that day
Memories weigh on me, and the truth has become a weapon against me
Is it a weak act to be nostalgic?
But I cannot do anything but cling to it now
Even if I want to die, I cannot die
Will you laugh at me, a wretch?

I will suffocate one day
Because neither love, nor dreams, nor anything, nor even the light is visible
A fish that forgets to breathe and drowns, exhausted from swimming