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独白

昨日は話が出来て良かった
考えて見れば思い出話なんて俺たちあんまりしないから
かといって未来を語るわけでもないし
つまりいつでも今の話ばっかりで
今何を作りたいかばっかりで
俺にはそれがちょうどいい
でも昨日久々に昔の話をしてつくづく思ったよ
俺たちは何をあんなに信じ切ってたんだろうね
なにも疑わず３６５日音を鳴らし続けてたんだろうね
なにも知らなかっただけなのかな
それだけだったのかな
８年前いつも電車賃さえギリギリで
スタジオは安いからって深夜の５時間パックに入った
初めてのおんぼろ車はレコーディング帰りの朝の１５号線上で煙を吐いて死んだ
初心者マークを付けて
道路上で立ち尽くすあまりに無力なその車に浴びせられる
クラクションと冷たい視線
日産 パルサー
君の意志を僕たちは忘れないよ
初めての給料が振り込まれるって
作りたてのカード持って新横浜のコンビニに４人で行った
ドキドキしながらＡＴＭをぐるっと囲んで
入金を確認すると思わず店んなかでバンザイして叫んだんだ
１万５千円だったけど初めて認められた気がした
何をやってんだって後ろ指刺されて生きてたような気がしてたけど
それが嫌だったわけじゃないけど
でも嬉しかったんだそんな始めてもお前らと一緒だった
あの時あの時期お前らは何を思ってた？
多分同じ気持ちだったって勝手に思ってる
一緒に同じ時間をくぐりぬけてくれて ありがとう
先なんて何にも見えなかった
いつまでに何をどうしてどうなってそんなの知らない誰も言わない
それが暗黙のルールだった
根拠のない自信それだけで十分だった
俺たちにあるのはそれだけだった
どんだけちっぽけな光でも
光だったら何百倍も大袈裟に受け取った
たまに真面目な顔した現実がこっち見て笑うんだ
そんな時は全速力で逃げた 知るかって
どこの世界にもあるであろう常識
あたりまえ
この世界もそんな物の宝庫だった
中にはいつまでもくすぶるための教科書なんじゃないかって思えるものもあった
目を見開いて大事なもんだけ握って
あとは２秒で捨てた
俺たちは泣き虫だ
どこだろうが誰がいようが何かにつけて呆れるくらい泣いた
なりたい自分が向こう側にいて
なれない自分が目の前にいた
小さな自分を守りたくて
不甲斐なさに潰されそうで
世界にたった４人だけみたいなあの小さなスタジオの中で心が擦り切れるまで話をした
たった一つのコードたった一つのリズムに何十時間何日とかけて
スタジオに入っても音も出さず帰る日もあった
八つ当たりして蹴飛ばしてわめいて怒鳴っていなくなって探して
はっと我に返って何なんだよ俺たちって笑えてきて
そんでまた泣いた俺一人だったら到底生きられなかった
嘘に浸ってたこんなに勇気を使えなかった
使い方も知らないままだった
一人で見るにはとてもじゃないけど大きすぎた
４人で見たからほんとになった
あの時話してたこと覚えてる？
俺は気持ち悪いくらい覚えてる
リズム コード メロディその音楽を作り出すたった３つの言葉がどこまでも無限に感じた
そしてレコーディング
録音して残すというその意味を語った
俺たちから生まれた曲は自分たちの命よりもずっとずっと長く生きるんだ
うちらが消えてなくなった後も俺たちの意思はこの世界に残るんだ
俺たちの言葉を話し続けるんだ何百年後も
そんな大それたことを大真面目に話した
そんな１音をたったひとつの音を鳴らそうって決めたんだ
Ｓ
あなたは僕らの瞳です
俺らはしょっちゅうグニャグニャ迷うけど
そんな時あなたはまっすぐな目を頼ります
どこを見てるんだろう
あなたが見てるその先を目指します
あなたは変わった
とても優しく強くなった
そんな変化もこんな近くで見れて嬉しいです
この前くれた大切な言葉
あれは僕の誇りです
死ぬまでずっと大事にします
Ｔ
あなたが僕らの体です
怠け者のうちらの中で
一人続けることをあなたは止めない
不器用で 一途で 優しい
この４人の根っこはあなたで動きます
見えない所で何を思い 何と戦ってるんだろう
そんなことを考えます
たまには見えるところで浴びてほしい
好きに甘えて見せてほしい
大丈夫だよって言わせてほしい
ネジが外れたあなたも好きです
Ｋ
あなたは僕らのハートです
元気にしてますか？
まっすぐ晴れた気持で今日も生きてますか？
もしそうならきっと俺らもそうだから
あなたの心がそのまま俺らのハートです
良いも悪いも堂々と生きろ
逃げるな 言い訳を探すな 下じゃない前を見ろ
俺が言えるのはそれぐらい
後はたくさん教わった
初めて言うけど何度も救われたから
笑った顔のあなたが好きです
あなたたちは僕の誇りです
俺にとっては奇跡です
あなたたちだけが知る俺がいるでしょう
そんなことがたまらなく嬉しいです
嬉しいです
いつも緊張する
世界で一番最初に曲を聞かせるあの瞬間
でもこれからも変わらず聞いてほしい
俺が作った曲を世界で誰よりも最初に聞いてほしい
昔話は終わり
また作ろう
また始めよう
みんなと

Monologue

It was good to talk yesterday.
Come to think of it, we don't really reminisce much, do we?
It's not like we talk about the future either.
In other words, we always talk about the present.
What we want to create now.
That's just right for me.
But talking about the old days for the first time in a while yesterday, I really thought,
What did we believe in so much?
We kept playing music for 365 days without a doubt.
Was it just because we didn't know anything?
Was that all it was?
Eight years ago, we were always barely scraping by with train fare,
and we went for the 5-hour late-night pack because the studio was cheap.
Our first clunker car died on Route 15 on the way back from recording in the morning.
With a beginner's mark on it,
the car, so powerless to stand still on the road, was showered with
honking and cold stares.
Nissan Pulsar.
We will never forget your will.
When our first paycheck was deposited,
the four of us went to the convenience store in Shin-Yokohama with our newly made cards.
With pounding hearts, we surrounded the ATM,
and when we confirmed the deposit, we couldn't help but cheer and shout in the store.
It was only 15,000 yen, but it felt like the first time we were recognized.
It felt like we were living with people pointing fingers at us from behind, saying, "What are you doing?",
not that I hated it,
but I was happy that you guys were with me even at the beginning.
What were you guys thinking back then, at that time?
I'm assuming you felt the same way.
Thank you for going through the same time together.
We couldn't see anything ahead.
No one knew or said when, what, how, or what would happen.
That was the unspoken rule.
Unfounded confidence was enough.
That was all we had.
No matter how small the light was,
if it was light, we received it hundreds of times more exaggerated.
Sometimes, reality with a serious face would look at us and laugh.
At such times, we ran away at full speed. Who cares?
Common sense that exists in any world.
Of course.
This world was also a treasure trove of such things.
There were some things that seemed like textbooks on how to stay frustrated forever.
We opened our eyes and grasped only what was important,
and threw away the rest in two seconds.
We are crybabies.
We cried ridiculously no matter where we were or who was there.
The person we wanted to be was on the other side,
and the person we couldn't be was right in front of us.
We wanted to protect our small selves,
and we were about to be crushed by our own incompetence,
so we talked until our hearts were worn out in that small studio that felt like there were only four people in the world.
We spent dozens of hours and days on a single chord, a single rhythm.
There were days when we went into the studio and left without making a sound.
We lashed out, kicked, screamed, yelled, disappeared, searched,
and came to our senses, laughing at ourselves, "What the hell are we doing?".
And then we cried again. I couldn't have survived on my own.
I wouldn't have been able to use this much courage if I had been soaked in lies.
I wouldn't have known how to use it either.
It was too big to see alone.
Because we saw it together, it became real.
Do you remember what we were talking about back then?
I remember it disgustingly well.
Rhythm, chords, melody - those three words that create music felt infinitely endless.
And then recording.
We talked about the meaning of recording and leaving something behind.
The songs born from us will live much, much longer than our own lives.
Even after we are gone, our will will remain in this world.
Our words will continue to speak for hundreds of years.
We talked about such a grandiose thing in all seriousness.
We decided to play such a sound, just one sound.
S,
you are our eyes.
We often get lost and confused,
but at such times, we rely on your straight eyes.
Where are you looking?
We will aim for the future you are looking at.
You have changed.
You have become very gentle and strong.
I am happy to be able to see such changes so closely.
The important words you gave me the other day,
those are my pride.
I will cherish them forever until I die.
T,
you are our body.
Among us lazy people,
you alone never stop continuing.
Clumsy, single-minded, and kind,
the roots of these four people move with you.
What are you thinking and fighting with in places we can't see?
I think about such things.
Sometimes, I want you to be showered in places we can see.
I want you to show us how to indulge freely.
I want you to let us say, "It's okay."
I also like you when your screws are loose.
K,
you are our heart.
How are you doing?
Are you living today with a straight and clear feeling?
If so, we must be too,
because your heart is our heart as it is.
Live with pride, good or bad.
Don't run away, don't look for excuses, look ahead, not down.
That's all I can say.
I've learned a lot more.
This is the first time I've said it, but I've been saved so many times.
I like you with a smiling face.
You guys are my pride.
To me, you are a miracle.
There must be a me that only you guys know.
That makes me so happy.
I'm happy.
I always get nervous.
That moment when I let you hear the song first in the world.
But I want you to keep listening to it from now on.
I want you to be the first person in the world to hear the songs I've made.
The old stories are over.
Let's make it again.
Let's start again.
With everyone.