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ただ…君を…

もう何回同じ事を思い出すだろ星さえも眠る夜なのに気付けば今日もまた少し願った
はしゃぐ君の姿この手引いたギュッとそんな溢れ出す思い出はもっともっとまだあったはずだよね? 僕が忘れてしまっているなら全部教えて･･･

あの夜君に｢頑張れる｣って嘘ついたホントは何も手につかないよ
もし素直に｢嫌だ｣って言えてたら 何かが変わっていたのかな
今は｢会いたい｣と繰り返しつぶやいて ただ･･･君を思い出す
もう一度戻れるなら 君にちゃんと伝えたい
最後まで信じようとしてくれた事 一人泣いてた事僕は知ってたよって
｢出逢える事それは奇跡そして必然｣なのになんで別れを選んでしまうの?
叶うなら何度も君の所へ この気持ち｢後悔｣と呼ぶには苦し過ぎるよ
あれからきっときっとまた君に会える
そう信じることで誤摩化してきたよ
もしちゃんと｢好き｣って言えてたら
少しは変わっていたのかな
僕が君に出来る事はもうなくて
ただ･･･涙が溢れ出す
巡る季節君がいた春夏秋冬
ずっとその姿探してた何度も何度も
時間だけが過ぎてっても 会いたい気持ちだけ募る
そばにいて欲しいのは君だから全部君だから

君となら辛い事もほら分け合える
嬉しい事も悲しい事も全て
格好悪くてもいい君がいない事が寂しいよ
ダメだマジで寂しいよ
･･･ごめん｡大好きなのに言葉にできず
君に不安な思いをさせた事
･･･ごめん｡それすら気付かない程に
君の優しさに甘えてしまってた事
また帰らぬ日々を振り返る
そしてただ･･･君を思い出す

Just...You...

How many more times will I recall this? The stars are already asleep at night, but whenever I notice, I wish for a little bit more.
Hugging your cheerful self, pulling your hand tightly. Such overflowing memories should have been more and more, right? If I forget, please tell me everything...

That night I lied to you and said "I can do it," but the truth is, I can't do anything.
If I had just been honest and said "I don't want to," maybe something would have changed.
Now, I mutter "I want to see you" over and over again, just...thinking of you.
If I could go back in time, I would tell you properly,
That until the end, you believed in me, that you cried alone, I knew it all along.
"Meeting someone is a miracle and a coincidence," so why did we choose to break up?
If I could, I would go to you again and again. This feeling is too painful to be called "regret."
Since then, I will surely, surely meet you again.
I have been bluffing by believing so.
If I had just said "I love you" properly,
Maybe things would have been different.
There is nothing I can do for you anymore,
Only...tears are falling.
The changing seasons, the spring, summer, autumn, and winter that you were in.
I have been looking for your figure over and over again.
Even as time passes, my desire to see you only grows.
It's because I want you to be by my side, because you are my everything.

With you, I could even share the hard times,
All the happiness and sadness.
Even if I look clumsy, it's lonely without you.
No, it's really lonely.
...Sorry. I love you so much, but I couldn't put it into words,
Making you feel insecure.
...Sorry. I didn't even realize it,
I took advantage of your kindness.
I'll look back on those days that will never return,
And just...remember you.