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Omaesan

「疲れちゃった もうダメみたい」
今追いかけたって 繰り返すだけなんだろう
分かっててまたドアを開け 雨の中走り出す

相変わらず今日も朝まで飲んでて
帰って来たら見事こんな始末で
思い当たることばっかりで自分が嫌になる

お前がいなけりゃ何にも意味が無いって言ったって
今更信じてはもらえないかな
わざとらしいって言われたって 優しくしたいんだって
気付いたのがさっきなんだ 格好悪いのも承知さ

こんなに一緒にいるんだし
当たり前のようにそばにいてくれるから
ありがとうもごめんなさいも僕は言わなくなってた

追いかけながら少し僕は泣いてて
だけどもしかしたらあなたも泣いていて
どうしてこんなふうに最初から思いやれなかったのか

いやそうじゃなくて

最初から僕は失くして初めて有り難さに気付くような奴だった
あなたに愛想尽かされるのも納得の愚か者です

「この人でよかった」だなんて思ってもらえなくたって
「言わなきゃ分かんない」って怒られたって
どこにいるかなんてやっぱり見当もつかないけれど
見つけるまでちゃんと走るから

お前がいなけりゃ何にも意味が無いって言ったって
今更信じてはもらえないかな
わざとらしいって言われたって 優しくしたいんだって
気付いたのがさっきなんだ 格好悪いのも承知さ

Omaesan

I'm so tired. I can't do this anymore.
Even if I chase after you now, it'll probably be the same old thing.
Knowing that, I still open the door and run out into the rain.

As usual, I drank until morning,
And when I came home, I was in this state again.
I think about all the things I've done and I hate myself.

I told you that my life has no meaning without you,
But I guess you don't believe me anymore.
Even if you say I'm being pretentious, I just want to be kind to you.
I realized that just now. I know it's pathetic.

We spend so much time together,
I took it for granted that you'd always be there.
I stopped saying thank you or I'm sorry.

As I chased after you, I cried a little.
But maybe you were crying too.
Why couldn't I have been considerate from the beginning?

No, that's not it.

From the beginning, I was someone who only realized the value of things after I lost them.
It's no wonder you're tired of me.

Even if you never think I'm a good person,
Even if you get angry when I don't say what I'm thinking,
I don't know where you are, but I will definitely keep looking for you.
I'll keep running until I find you.

I told you that my life has no meaning without you,
But I guess you don't believe me anymore.
Even if you say I'm being pretentious, I just want to be kind to you.
I realized that just now. I know it's pathetic.