Songtexte If you text me one more time, I'm gonna throw up - monikrr

You know I lie to myself to keep awake at night
'Cause sleep is for pussies
Or maybe I'm just too scared to dream about you again
Fuck, if I know
I can't stand how much it's hurting me
But fuck if I'll let anything change
Cook myself dinner then let it rot on the counter
The bugs need it more than me
If I can feed a million then why should I feed one

I know I let you down last night
It's something in the weather
I'm scared of you, that's why
I'm not a great pretender
When I felt the ship capsize
I held onto your letters
Then swallowed up my pride
And sunk under the pressure

Well, I think I'm getting over you
I swear to god if you text me one more time I'm gonna throw up
Might convince myself I've got something to lose
But that's a lie I guess, uh

Mm-mm
It's something in the weather
I'm scared of you, that's why
I'm not a great pretender
When I felt that shit capsize
I held onto your letters
Then I swallowed up my pride
And sunk under the pressure
Thought as straight as I ride
You carved straight to my center
And it seems that we lost time
And I fucking lost it again

You know you're always in my head