ever since - Yu Takahashi Übersetzung ins Englische

ever since

些細な言葉の一個 足りなくて 多くって また平行線を辿る
月明かりに吹くビル風
強い言葉を選んでちゃんと傷がつくように罵ってから部屋を出た
いつからだろう

あなたの背中が少し小さく見えた
強い人じゃなくて 強がりが上手な人

あれからもうどれほど時は流れただろう
それなりの日々を束ねて胸張っていても
色んな人に出会うたび鏡のようさ
ぼくのなにもかもがあなたを写している

誰かに言われる前に予防線を張るように自分がダメなんですと言う
傷つけられるくらいなら
強い言葉を選んでちゃんと痛いとこ突いて自分をさげすんで笑う
誤魔化せていたのに

あなただけはいつも悲しそうに見ていた
放っておいてほしくて 優しい手 振り払った

そして誰もいなくなれば望み通りと
突き放すための言葉を口にするほど
「そばにいてほしい」と泣き叫ぶ子供のよう
一人きりで生きてきたような顔してても

あなたの背中を追いかけて走った
優しい人だけど 優しさが下手な人
あれからもうどれほど時は流れただろう
なんにも変わってないよ ぼくもこの街も
つよがりが上手なとこばかり似ているよ
ただ弱さを誤魔化すことはもうしないよ

吹き荒ぶ風に挫けそうになるけれど
笑いながらつよがりながら生きているよ
色んな人に出会うたび鏡のようさ
僕のなにもかもがあなたを写している

ever since

Sometimes the tiniest of words Are not enough, too many, and yet again we wander on parallel lines
The wind from the building blowing in the moonlight
He chose his words carefully to make sure they hurt, then left the room
When did this start

Your back seemed a little smaller
Not a strong person, but good at pretending to be strong

How much time has passed since then
Even as he clutches his pride to his chest, pretending he's fine
Every person he meets is like a mirror
Everything about me is a reflection of you

Before anyone can say anything, he puts up his defenses and says there's something wrong with him
Rather than get hurt
He chooses his words carefully to make sure they hurt, putting himself down with a laugh
He was doing such a good job of hiding it

Only you always looked at him with sadness in your eyes
He wanted you to leave him alone, he pushed away your gentle hand

And when everyone was gone, as he had wished
His words were meant to push you away, but
"Stay with me," he cried like a child
Even though he pretended to live his life alone

He ran after you
A kind person, but bad at showing kindness
How much time has passed since then
Nothing has changed, not me, not this city
We're both good at pretending to be strong
But I won't hide my weakness anymore

He's about to give in to the harsh winds
But he'll keep laughing and pretending to be strong
Every person he meets is like a mirror
Everything about me is a reflection of you