내 곁에 잠이 든 이 밤에 - 거미 Übersetzung ins Englische

내 곁에 잠이 든 이 밤에

내 곁에 잠이 든 이밤에 이렇게 떠나서 미안해
여린 네 맘에 상처라도 남을까
나는 지금 이순간 걱정부터 앞세워
사실은 어제 그 사람이 찾아와 늦지 않다면 다시 내곁에 있겠단 그 말에
흔들리는 날 어쩔 수 없어 그 사람 가슴에 안기고
난 태연하게 고맙다고 말했어 늦지 않은 거라고
거짓말이 난 너무 쉬웠어 너라는 사람을 숨기고 난 익숙하게
그 손을 잡았어 나도 몰래 너를 잊고
내 곁에 잠이 든 이 밤에 더 같이 있지 못해
미안해 약한 네 맘에 한숨으로 지낼까
나는 지금 이순간 눈물부터 앞세워
사실은 오늘 약속 없이 찾아와 날 만날때면
왠지 웃음이 나온단 네 말에
흔들리는 날 어쩔 수 없어 어색한 가슴에 기대고
난 태연하게 사랑한다 말했어 걱정하지 말라고
거짓말이 난 너무 쉬웠어 그 사람 내 안에 숨기고
난 익숙하게 네 손을 잡았어 웃고 있는 너를 보고
내일은 더 늦게 두 눈을 뜨길 하루가 짧아진 내일이 되길
그래서 하루쯤 견딜 수 있길 조바심에 기도해
나 없는 방안에 슬프지 않길 나 같은 안 좋은 여자는 잊길
그 사람의 품에 안겨 잠들 때도 난 잊지 않고 매일 빌어줄께
흔들리는 날 어쩔 수 없어 어색한 가슴에 기대고
난 태연하게 사랑한다 말했어 걱정하지 말라고
거짓말이 난 너무 쉬웠어 그 사람 내 안에 숨기고
난 익숙하게 네손을 잡았어 웃고 있는 너를 보고
흔들리는 날 어쩔 수 없어 그 사람 가슴에 안기고 난 태연하게
고맙다고 말했어 늦지 않았다고 거짓말이 난 너무 쉬웠어
너라는 사람을 숨기고 난 익숙하게 그 손을 잡았어
나도 몰래 너를 잊고 넌 아무것도 모르고 잠들고

In this night when you are sleeping by my side

In this night when you are sleeping by my side, I feel sorry for leaving you in this way.
I fear that my absence will leave a wound on your sensitive heart.
Right now at this moment, I am worried about you above all else.
The truth is, that person visited me yesterday and promised to return to me soon, if it's not too late.
I was swayed and could not help but fall into his arms.
I acted nonchalant and said thank you, as if it was not too late.
Lying came so easily to me; I got used to hiding you.
I held his hand, forgetting about you.
In this night when you are sleeping by my side, I can't stay any longer.
I'm sorry, I know you are sensitive and it might be hard for you to accept.
Right now at this moment, I am consumed by tears.
The truth is, today he came to see me without prior arrangement, and when we met
Your words made me want to laugh.
I couldn't help but sway, and I leaned against his awkward chest.
I nonchalantly said I love you, and told you not to worry.
It was so easy for me to lie; I hid him inside of me.
I held your hand as if I got used to it, watching you smile.
I hope tomorrow I can sleep more soundly, and that tomorrow will be a shorter day.
I pray that each day will be bearable, and that my yearning will subside.
I hope that you will not be sad in the room where I am absent and that you will forget someone as bad as me.
Even when I am in his arms, I will not forget you and I will pray for you every day.
I couldn't help but sway, and I leaned against his awkward chest.
I nonchalantly said I love you, and told you not to worry.
It was so easy for me to lie; I hid him inside of me.
I held your hand as if I got used to it, watching you smile.
I swayed and could not help but fall into his arms. I said nonchalantly
Thank you, as if it was not too late. Lying came so easily to me,
I got used to hiding you. I held his hand as if I got used to it.
I also secretly forgot about you, and you did not notice anything and fell asleep.