最� - A-Lin translation in English

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看夏日的烟火 缓缓的坠落
但在你眼里 是无尽的落寞
你总说最懂得你的人是我
所以才让我比谁 都还不知所措
在晴朗时许的梦 散落在雨中沉默
失去了相爱的理由
越是懂你爱的越心痛
你就别再安慰我想太多
我不是一个傻瓜
懂得你体贴背后的复杂
不够成熟 才相信爱能挽留
越是懂你爱的越愧疚
少了勇气选择放开手
舍不得这刻的相处
一瞬冲动就回到孤独
请原谅我 该最懂你的我
闭上双眼的时候 你是否也就能够
梦见一双背影 无忧的 并肩走
我还记得你说过 说从今以后
难过不算什么
如今笑容憔悴成失落
或许我们都忘了
爱需要让人更快乐
这生活不是我们要的
越是懂你爱的越心痛
你就别再安慰我想太多
我不是一个傻瓜
懂得你体贴背后的复杂
不够成熟 才相信爱能挽留
有笑容最动人的时候
有拥抱掉下眼泪的时候
爱过了已经足够 别让回忆刻满生活
自私像黑洞 只会把感动没收
像没指标的十字路口
希望谁能告诉我
接下往 哪里走
我也不想生活像逃避
不愿意再看你难过
哪怕转身之后 我无法爱了
越是懂你爱的越心痛
你就别再安慰我想太多
我不是一个傻瓜
懂得你体贴背后的复杂
不够成熟 才相信爱能挽留
越是懂你爱的越愧疚
无法拒绝当你逞强说爱我
像孩子顽固不认输
爱到疲惫才看得清楚
请原谅我 该最懂你的我
请原谅我 曾最懂你的我

Most Painful

Watching summer fireworks fall slowly
But in your eyes, it's endless desolation
You always say you understand me the most
That's why I'm more at a loss than anyone
Dreams made in the bright weather scattered in the rain and silence
Lost the reason to love
The more I understand you, the more my heart hurts
Don't comfort me anymore, I'm thinking too much
I'm not a fool
I understand the complexity behind your thoughtfulness
Immature enough to believe love can be kept
The more I understand you, the more guilty I feel
Lacking the courage to let go
Can't bear to let go of this moment
An impulsive moment leads back to loneliness
Please forgive me, I should understand you
When I close my eyes, can you
Dream of two figures walking carefree, side by side
I still remember you said, that from now on
Sadness doesn't matter
Now the smile has turned into a loss
Maybe we both forgot
Love needs to make people happier
This life is not what we want
The more I understand you, the more my heart hurts
Don't comfort me anymore, I'm thinking too much
I'm not a fool
I understand the complexity behind your thoughtfulness
Immature enough to believe love can be kept
In times of the most moving smile
In times of tearful embraces
It's enough once you've loved, don't let memories fill your life
Selfishness is like a black hole, it will only take away your gratitude
Like an unmarked intersection
I hope someone can tell me
Where to go next
I don't want to live like I'm escaping
I don't want to see you sad anymore
Even if I can't love after I turn around
The more I understand you, the more my heart hurts
Don't comfort me anymore, I'm thinking too much
I'm not a fool
I understand the complexity behind your thoughtfulness
Immature enough to believe love can be kept
The more I understand you, the more guilty I feel
Can't refuse it when you stubbornly say you love me
Like a child who refuses to admit defeat
Only when you're exhausted from love can you see clearly
Please forgive me, I should understand you
Please forgive me, I once understood you the most