Lyrics and translation Alisa Takigawa - Sayonarano Yukue

Sayonarano Yukue

向こうで君の笑い声が聴こえる
ずっと隣に居たはずの声

教室の窓に息を吐いて書いた
名前を慌てて袖で消した
廊下から君の声がしたから
こころごまかすように早足で帰った

いつからかわたしは君と話せなくなった

向こうで君の笑い声が聴こえる
ずっと隣にいたはずの声
何も言わなくたって
すぐ気付いてくれた人
何より大切と気付いても
もう目も合わない

教室の隅に君の姿が見えた
本当は話しかけたい だけど
廊下の僕はそれさえ出来ず
平気なふりして笑って日が暮れる

いつからか僕たちは夢も語らなくなった

向こうで君の背中が小さくなる
ずっと隣にいたはずなのに
変われない僕のせいで
傷つけ合ってしまう
何より自分が嫌になる
もう目も見れない

ため息も白くなっていく帰り道
君に話したい事が溢れる
耐えられない孤独も 抑え切れない不安も
君なら一秒で変えてくれたはずなのに

あの日の二人の笑い声が聞こえる
ずっと隣になんてもう言わない
退屈な日々君が
蹴り飛ばしてくれてた
自分が空っぽになるほど 好きだった人

The Whereabouts of Farewell

I can hear your laughter in the distance
The voice that used to be right beside me

I breathed on the classroom window and wrote
Your name, then hurriedly wiped it away with my sleeve
Because I heard your voice in the hallway
Trying to deceive my heart, I left quickly, with hurried steps

Since when have I been unable to talk to you?

I can hear your laughter in the distance
The voice that used to be right beside me
Even without saying anything,
You were the one who noticed me right away
Even though I realized you were the most important thing
Our eyes no longer meet

I saw you in the corner of the classroom
I really want to talk to you, but
I'm standing in the hallway, unable to do even that
Pretending to be okay, I laugh, and the sun sets

Since when have we stopped talking about our dreams?

I see your back getting smaller and smaller in the distance
Even though we used to be right beside each other
Because of me, who can't change,
We end up hurting each other
Most of all, I hate myself
I can't even look at you anymore

My breath turns white as I walk home
So many things I want to tell you
The unbearable loneliness, the anxiety I can't control
You could have changed it all in a second

I can hear our laughter from that day
I'll never say we'll be together again
In my boring days, you
Kicked me into gear
The one I loved so much that I felt empty