Lyrics Exulansis (Pt. 2) - Ali Music

This song will only exsist because I'm feeling exulansis
What you don't know what that means
Go ahead and google it I'm losing it
I can't keep doing it
I'm doing it
I'm moving it
I'm losing it

I'm done with telling everyone on how I feel
No one gets to understand
No one walks in my shoes
This next line is dedicated to my Ex
I can't get you off my mind and chest
Seeing you walk around with another guy pains me inside
And I don't know if you listen to this stuff anymore
But you know who you are
If you're having trouble figuring it out
You live in my neighborhood

And your boyfriend's name starts with a fucking "B" man
And I wanna leave man
No one gets it
No one understands
I've got things inside of my mind
That I need to get rid of
But people don't seem to understand
How much pain I am in
How many times I have died inside of my own mind
Yes I know I have people but
How can I use them when I have a barrier blocking me out from talking

Exulansis got me dancing on my grave
And I know this feeling will not fade away
All the time that I have spent explaining this to you
Has gone to waste
I am tired of feeling this way
And I know it will not go away
Because of the thoughts in my mind
And seeing her every damn day
I can't wait to escape from this prision

I know people are telling me
I should see a therapist
But come on man, there is no one for me
I am not the one you want to be with
I am dealing with the problems all on my own
So you can back away and stop asking me how I am
Cause I am OK
With the low play
And the team is gonna shout out my name
ALI MUSIC
Aye man, you're the greatest!

I'm feeling Exulansis
And I'm going down inside of my grave
And nothing you can do to stop me
Or drop me
Or rob me
I'm rocking the club as if I'm in the main part of the show
Listen to me now better take some notes

Everyday I'm rockin' it back to my old life
Putting the money inside of the bag
I got no time to live my life
Like a CD on repeat and release
I got no time to repair you fucking haters
And to my Ex walking around with a new lover
I'm standing in the shadows like

Mayday I'm ready
Let's vacate the pray
All I have left is a fuck you
I love you
Just get out of my life
You wannabe motherfucking cunt
Am I living a life
Or running a game
Or running away
I do not know
Now leave me alone!