Lyrics and translation Ayumi Hamasaki - Breakdown

Breakdown

優しく笑っているあなたの目を見つめてたら
この世には愛など存在しないと聴こえた
相変わらず小さくて頼りない
背中は今更に小さくてぼんやりする
あとどの位頑張ったなら
頑張ってって言われずに済むの
あとどの位強がったなら
強いねって言葉聞き流せるの
夢に見た場所に辿り着いた気がした時
そこは結局ただの現実の続きだった
過ちは今でも繰り返され
正せないまま来た後悔が増えてるんだろう
このまま僕は歩いて行くよ
この先ずっと歩いて行くよ
こわいものなど今はもうないよ
ただその事がとてもこわいよ
あとどの位頑張ったなら
頑張ってって言われずに済むの
あとどの位強がったなら
強いねって言葉聞き流せるの
このまま僕は歩いて行くよ
この先ずっと歩いて行くよ
こわいものなど今はもうないよ
ただその事がとてもこわいよ

Breakdown

I gaze into your gently smiling eyes
And I hear that there is no love in this world
You are still small and unreliable
Your back is now smaller and blurrier than ever
How much longer must I strive
Before I am spared the words "hang in there"
How much stronger must I pretend to be
Before I can ignore the words "you are strong"
When I thought I had reached the place of my dreams
It turned out to be just a continuation of reality
Mistakes are still being repeated
And regrets that I cannot correct are growing
I will keep walking like this
I will keep walking forever
There is nothing left to fear
But that very fact terrifies me
How much longer must I strive
Before I am spared the words "hang in there"
How much stronger must I pretend to be
Before I can ignore the words "you are strong"
I will keep walking like this
I will keep walking forever
There is nothing left to fear
But that very fact terrifies me