Lyrics and translation BLOCK B - 나만 이런거야? Does It Only Happen to Me?

나만 이런거야? Does It Only Happen to Me?

zico)잠은 오는데, 금방 깨
밥은 먹는데, 소환안돼
요즘 난 이래 넌어때?
zico)나만이런거야 원래그런거야
나 혼자 꼼짝 못하고 이래
너 정말 이럴거야
박경)나만이런거야 내 맘만이런거야
나 혼자 꼼짝 못하고 이래
너 정말그럴거야
zico)나라고 별반 다를것 없었어
이 상황 까지의 과정이 어떻던
허탈함이 먼저 머리채 잡고 날 탓해 얼룩진 기억
눈물과 함께 닦아내
혼자있기가 머쓱해져 오늘을 살지만 내 속만은 예전
사진속 너가 유일한 말동무 냉장고 절반은
맥주캔에게 내줘(내줘 )
집안 내 방안 곳곳에 니 흔적이 허전함을 보태
뻔한 이별에 태연하지 못해서
너란 병실에서 퇴원하지 못했어(퇴원하지 못했어)
너도 이런 현상을 수시로 겪나 문득 궁금해
나만이런걸까 알 방법이 없나
또 문자를 썼다가 지웠다
태일)낯설기만 해 텅빈 내 가슴 한켠이
너무 지쳐 울기보단 웃어 잊을래 지울래 너의 자리
하루에 열번씩은 다짐해 나만이래
박경)이별뒤 내겐 고작 상실감 사라져버린 내 삶의
나침반 혼자서만 이런가 싶어 되새기고 새긴말
(I'll be fine)
근데 쉽지 않아 뜻대로 잊긴 커녕 시간만 낭비하는
느낌인걸 오히려 널 잡는게 빠르다는 생각밖에 안들어
나조차 이런 내가 안쓰러워
가끔씩은 너가 밉고 원망스러워
뒤죽박죽된 머리속 중심엔 너가 있는데
what about you?
추억이 깃든 것들 다 버려도 넌 일상 곳곳에 스며있었어
이 상황에서 도망가고 싶은데
뛰고있는건 발이아닌 심장이였어
태일)낯설기만 해 텅빈 내 가슴한켠이
너무 지쳐 울기보단 웃어
잊을래 지울래 너의 자리
하루에 열번씩은 다짐해 나만이래
p.o)나만 못잊는거야 왜 맘 졸이는거야
박경)Yeah 내가 이지경인데너가 멀쩡하면 네자신을 속이는거야
p.o)나만 못잊는거야 왜 맘 졸이는거야
zico)Yeah 내가 이지경인데너가 멀쩡하면 네자신을 속이는거야
태일)낯설기만 해 텅빈 내 가슴한켠이
너무 지쳐 울기보단 웃어 잊을래 지울래
너의 자리 하루에 열번씩은 다짐해 나만이래
zico)나만이런거야 원래그런거야
나 혼자 꼼짝 못하고 이래
너 정말이럴거야
박경)나만이런거야 내 맘만이런거야
나 혼자 꼼짝 못하고 이래
너 정말 그럴꺼야

Is It Only Me? (Does It Only Happen to Me?)

(Zico) I fall asleep, but wake up quickly
I eat, but it doesn't satisfy me
This is how I am these days, how about you?
(Zico) Is it only me? Is this how it usually is?
I'm stuck like this, alone
Are you really going to be like this?
(Park Kyung) Is it only me? Is it only my heart like this?
I'm stuck like this, alone
Are you really going to be like this?
(Zico) I wasn't much different
No matter how things got to this point
Emptiness grabs me first and blames me, stained memories
I wipe them away with tears
Being alone becomes awkward, I live today but my insides are still in the past
You in the photo are my only companion, half the fridge is
given to beer cans (given)
Your traces throughout the house, in my room, add to the emptiness
I can't be indifferent to this typical breakup
I haven't been discharged from the hospital that is you (haven't been discharged)
I suddenly wonder if you also experience this phenomenon often
Is it only me? Is there no way to know?
I wrote and erased a text again
(Taeil) It feels so unfamiliar, this empty corner of my heart
I'm so tired, I'd rather laugh than cry, I'll forget, I'll erase your place
I tell myself this ten times a day, it's only me
(Park Kyung) After the breakup, all I have is a sense of loss, the compass of my life that has disappeared
I wonder if it's just me, so I repeat and engrave the words
(I'll be fine)
But it's not easy, instead of forgetting as I intended, I'm just wasting time
That's how it feels, I only think that holding onto you would be faster
I feel sorry even for myself
Sometimes I resent you and blame you
You're at the center of my messy mind
what about you?
Even if I throw away everything that holds memories, you were embedded in every part of my daily life
I want to escape from this situation
But it's not my feet that are running, it's my heart
(Taeil) It feels so unfamiliar, this empty corner of my heart
I'm so tired, I'd rather laugh than cry
I'll forget, I'll erase your place
I tell myself this ten times a day, it's only me
(P.O) Is it only me who can't forget? Why am I so anxious?
(Park Kyung) Yeah, I'm like this, if you're fine, you're lying to yourself
(P.O) Is it only me who can't forget? Why am I so anxious?
(Zico) Yeah, I'm like this, if you're fine, you're lying to yourself
(Taeil) It feels so unfamiliar, this empty corner of my heart
I'm so tired, I'd rather laugh than cry, I'll forget, I'll erase
your place, I tell myself this ten times a day, it's only me
(Zico) Is it only me? Is this how it usually is?
I'm stuck like this, alone
Are you really going to be like this?
(Park Kyung) Is it only me? Is it only my heart like this?
I'm stuck like this, alone
Are you really going to be like this?