Lyrics wish you were gay - Billie Eilish

Baby, I don't feel so good, six words you never understood
I'll never let you go, five words you never say
I laugh alone like nothing's wrong, four days has never felt so long
If three's a crowd and two was us, one slipped away
I just wanna make you feel okay
But all you do is look the other way
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gay
Is there a reason we're not through? Is there a 12 step just for you?
Our conversation's all in blue, 11 heys
Ten fingers tearing out my hair, nine times you never made it there
I ate alone at seven, you were six minutes away
How am I supposed to make you feel okay
When all you do is walk the other way?
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gay
To spare my pride, to give your lack of interest an explanation
Don't say I'm not your type, just say that I'm not your preferred sexual orientation
I'm so selfish, but you make me feel helpless, yeah
And I can't stand another day, stand another day
I just wanna make you feel okay
But all you do is look the other way
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gay
I just kinda wish you were gay
I just kinda wish you were gay