Lyrics and translation Boku no Lyric no Boyomi - つきとさなぎ

つきとさなぎ

諦めたはずなのに いつも捨てられないのは
残酷な可能性が
ぼくを放さないから やめてよ
知らないまんまでいられたら
どれだけ幸せだったろう
いつか枯れる泉を
一人汲み続ける laugh me now
この一歩踏み出した先は崖？
飛べない翅みたいだね ただ笑える
蛹のまんま羽ばたけないbutterfly
殻から離れることも叶わない
もし孵化したら翅は何色？
扉の先 何があるの
蝶にも成れずに閉じこもる
ただ足りなくなる 絡まるタグ 朝まで泣いた
選択肢は幾通りも でも
この世界 reboot不能
足跡も残らないような人生
垂れ流す枯れ果てた inspiration
「ぜんぶ生まれつきなんだ」って口に出た瞬間
自分を殺したくなる んで心が死ぬ
ここには僕の居場所は無い
諦めたはずなのに いつも捨てられないのは
残酷な可能性が
ぼくを放さないから やめてよ
知らない振りで誤魔化しても
心は泣いてるんだよ
とうに枯れた泉を
一人汲み続ける laugh me now
中途半端な言葉の綾
諦めたがりな大人のまま
いつまでも蚊帳の外からただ
しがみついては怠惰に笑う
無情な砂時計の音で
燻り続けて踊る奴隷
希望に喰われてトラウマへ
一笑に付されて終わるだけ
喰んだ泥 回顧しよう暗い過去
書いた言葉は塞いだよ 奥底へ
日の目浴びることなく
繭は繭のまま音もなく消滅
花を咲かすことを夢見つつ
言い訳を唱えたら 何かが変わるのかい？
ありのままを照らす月になって
君のことを見守ってる
その不器用な翅で羽撃いて
諦めたはずなのに いつも捨てられないのは
残酷な可能性が
ぼくを放さないから やめてよ
知らない振りで誤魔化しても
心は泣いてるんだよ
とうに枯れた泉を
一人汲み続ける
誤解と戸惑いがいつも付き纏うけど
気にしないで 進めばいい
ずっと君を視てるよ oh baby
柄じゃないのは知ってる
でも照らすよ ねえ try it again
めぐるめぐる 日々のまま
見上げた空には blue moon

Moon and Cocoon

Supposedly I let go, yet I can't discard it ever
The merciless possibility
It won't let me go, stop it
If only I could remain ignorant
How much happier would I have been
A well that will someday run dry
I alone keep drawing from it, laugh at me now
This step I just took, is it a cliff ahead?
It's like wings that can't fly, just laughable
A butterfly still in its cocoon, unable to flutter
I can't even break free from my shell
If I were to hatch, what color would my wings be?
What exists beyond that door?
Trapped, unable to become a butterfly
I simply fall short, ensnared by tags, I cried until morning
The choices are myriad, yet
This world cannot reboot
A life that leaves no footprints behind
An endless stream of dried-up inspiration
The moment I uttered those words, "it's all in the genes"
I wanted to kill myself, and my heart died
There is no place for me here
Supposedly I let go, yet I can't discard it ever
The merciless possibility
It won't let me go, stop it
Even if I pretend not to notice
My heart is crying out
A well that dried up long ago
I alone keep drawing from it, laugh at me now
Half-baked rhetoric
Forever the defeatist, the adult
Always an outsider looking in
Lazily smiling, clinging on
To the heartless sound of an hourglass
A slave who keeps dancing
Haunted by hope, consumed by trauma
Ultimately dismissed with a laugh
Eating mud, recalling a murky past
I sealed away the words I wrote, deep inside
Never to see the light of day
The cocoon remains a cocoon, silently vanishing
Dreaming of blooming flowers
Will making excuses change anything?
Like the moon that illuminates the truth
I'll watch over you
With your clumsy wings, take flight
Supposedly I let go, yet I can't discard it ever
The merciless possibility
It won't let me go, stop it
Even if I pretend not to notice
My heart is crying out
A well that dried up long ago
I alone keep drawing from it
Misunderstandings and bewilderment constantly follow
Don't worry about it, just keep moving forward
I'll always be watching you, oh baby
I know it's not my style
But I'll shine for you, come on, try again
Days go by in a cycle
I look up at the sky and see a blue moon