Lyrics and translation CHUNG HA - X

X

어디선가 넌 나를 지켜보겠지
지키지 못한 약속 모두 다 잊은 채
이제야 나는 제자리를 찾아온 것 같아
닫혔던 문들이 날 향해 모두 열리고

날 두드리는 불빛, 보랏빛 떨림들
날 뚫어지게 쳐다보는 눈들이 날 꿈꾸게 만들어

이 자리가 날 만든 게 아냐
걸어온 길에 꽃밭 따윈 없었죠
그대가 놓아 버린 내 손은, yeah (you know you messed up, boy)
"이제는 안녕" 인사가 되어
흔들리며 사라져 가요
닿을 수 없는 곳으로

You should've loved me at my worst
Now you just watch me on your TV screen

드디어 지금이 내 시간이라면
달콤한 속삭임은 다 거둬주세요
온 세상이 날 버리고 떠나갈 때
그대는 선명하고 가깝게 있어줘요

날 두드리는 불빛, 보랏빛 떨림들
날 뚫어지게 쳐다보는 눈들이 날 꿈꾸게 만들어

이 자리가 날 만든 게 아냐
걸어온 길에 꽃밭 따윈 없었죠
그대가 놓아 버린 내 손은, yeah (you know you messed up, boy)
"이제는 안녕" 인사가 되어
흔들리며 사라져 가요
닿을 수 없는 곳으로

내가 들어갈 자리가 없던 그림을 난
오랫동안 바라보기만 했었지
그때는 맞출 수가 없던
슬픈 조각들이 날카로운 칼날이 되었네

갈고 갈은 칼로 유령처럼
날 따라다니던 네 흔적을 모두 잘라내
새살이 돋아 깨끗해져 가
마치 아무 일도 없었던 것처럼

이 자리가 날 만든 게 아냐
걸어온 길에 꽃밭 따윈 없었죠
그대가 놓아 버린 내 손은, yeah (you know you messed up, boy)
"이제는 안녕" 인사가 되어
흔들리며 사라져 가요
닿을 수 없는 곳으로

You gotta love me at my worst
If you want me at my best and you had it all
I gave my all to you
I gave my all to you

You gotta love me at my worst
If you want me at my best and you had it all
I gave my all to you
I gave my all to you

You should've loved me at my worst
Now you just watch me on your TV screen

X

Somewhere you will be watching over me
Forgetting all the promises you couldn't keep
Now it feels I have finally found my place
The doors that were closed are all opening up for me

The lights flicker around me and shimmer in purple
The eyes that pierce through me make me dream

This place was not made for me
There were no flower gardens on the path I walked
The hand you let go of, yeah (you know you messed up, girl)
"It's goodbye now" has become my greeting
As I fade away with a flicker
To a place I can't reach

You should have loved me at my worst
Now you just watch me on your TV screen

If this is my time to shine
Take your sweet nothings and go
When the whole world leaves me behind
You are clear and close to me

The lights flicker around me and shimmer in purple
The eyes that pierce through me make me dream

This place was not made for me
There were no flower gardens on the path I walked
The hand you let go of, yeah (you know you messed up, girl)
"It's goodbye now" has become my greeting
As I fade away with a flicker
To a place I can't reach

I've been looking at a picture where I didn't fit in
For a long time
The sad pieces I couldn't fit then
Have become sharp blades

Like a ghost with a sharpened knife
I cut away all traces of you that followed me
New feathers grow and I become clean
As if nothing ever happened

This place was not made for me
There were no flower gardens on the path I walked
The hand you let go of, yeah (you know you messed up, girl)
"It's goodbye now" has become my greeting
As I fade away with a flicker
To a place I can't reach

You gotta love me at my worst
If you want me at my best and you had it all
I gave my all to you
I gave my all to you

You gotta love me at my worst
If you want me at my best and you had it all
I gave my all to you
I gave my all to you

You should have loved me at my worst
Now you just watch me on your TV screen