Lyrics Finally the Right Time - Cast Away$

You Missed out on a lot birthdays
And a lot of time
Feels like I been running from the things I try to hide
I hate the fear inside my heart when you go ask if I
Been forgetting or just living a whole different life
All my family knows is pain and all my family feels the rain
When it's pouring cause it's always pouring on this side of memory lane
We just hate those re-occurring days
We had to say goodbye when we ain't know that we would say those things
And they say it was the wrong time
But right place and right circumstances took mines
So how the hell am I gon' be okay with that line
Cause honestly it seems like they just say that cause you suddenly died
And what you know bout death? Like really
What you know about losing not just all the people that you love most
But ya stupid fucking feelings
They say all I do is pain music they can't feel it, Yeah
But I know somewhere someone they gon' need to hear it
So I continue to open up in every last lyric
Cause honestly who does it better than me
The lord been stretching out my soul just so I can finally speak
How special is that
Feel like I can adapt
All this weight on my shoulder I want it off but I can't
I acknowledge I am
A little proud but I stand
So much taller than ever when they say I ain't the man, yeah

Cause we got this
We gon' make it
We gon' cross this
But you anxious
Up late, you anxious
Stressed out, you anxious
Trust me, we gon' make it
But you anxious
Yeah, yeah you anxious
Up late, you anxious
Stressed out, you anxious
Trust me, we gon' make it
But you anxious
But you anxious
Yeah you anxious, and

I even made it out of Tahoe Brandon
I been working on my craft so one day I'll be outstanding
And the other day I saw a subie like the one you drove
With the bug eye it was all white and the wheels that were gold
I swear it was you saying wassap to your bro
Cause when I looked to see who driving there was no one on the road
I mean, I think so that's what I chose to believe
Cause you would always tell me never stop believing in my dreams, yeah yeah
That's why I'll never stop
Putting everything I got until I'm at the tippy top
In hopes that one day I can see you up there if I'm high enough
I'm holding onto that until it ain't another question bruh
I been stressing bruh
Staying solid out here
Attaining knowledge out here
Though every day is not perfect I'm being honest out here
And learning trust round here
Just being us out here
I'm trying to get it together it's slowly up from here

But I'm anxious
But I'm anxious
Up late I'm anxious
Stressed out I'm anxious
Trust me we gon' make it
But I'm anxious
But I'm anxious
But I'm anxious, yeah aye
But I'm anxious
Up late I'm anxious
Stressed out I'm anxious
Trust me we gon' make it
But I'm anxious
But I'm anxious
Yeah I'm anxious, yeah

Most these people think they feel us but they never had to to be us
It was rainy nights no body in our life was round to free us
From the pain we had to take cause everybody gon' leave us
They gon' leave us
I know it's strange like how it come
I'm the one that's always in my head thinking bout the worst out comes
Cause what you supposed to expect when all you know is hard times cheaters and death
It's hard not to run, aye
But we gon make it
Even when you anxious
Just play this
It's finally the right time
Yeah