Lyrics and English translation Chara - 18

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18 惹かれたい 枯れない曖昧と 18 止めたい 止めない愛の嘘 18 いたのに 籠に曖昧と
うずめたの... 好都合 急ごう 馬鹿みたいね勘違いが 濯ごう
死んでしまう前にね 口づけをお願いしたわ
あの人にだけ。願ったけど
見つめたいな 会いに行こう 何も聴こえないよ?
嘘みたいに泣きたいんだけど 使わないよ
聴こえないよ? 聴こえないよ?
崩れそう。そして、どう? 『泣きそう』
誰も解ってはくれないけど 『あげたい』
悪夢から連れて行こう 迎えにきてね
無限さを受け入れるのに...
見つめたいな 会いに行こう 何も聴こえないよ?
彼の愛に泣き足りないと つまらないよ
嘘みたいに愛して行こう
私のタフさが不機嫌さ
いい加減にしまってよ あの愛は終わったのよ? 本当に歌って
見つめ返す? 抱き足りないと... 超えないよ?
終わっちゃうの? 終わっちゃうのよ? 抱き足りないと... 聴こえないよ
聴こえないよ
Ru tu tu tu tu tu tu tu tu もう、いないの?
Ru tu tu tu tu tu tu tu tu わかんないの?...ねぇ
Ru tu tu tu tu tu tu tu tu 使わないよ
使わないよ

18

18 I want to be tempted by your unending ambiguity. 18 I want to stop, but I can't stop the lies of our love. 18 I was there, but all I had was your vague words. I buried them away.
It suits me well. I'll hurry. I must be crazy, but I'm still mistaken. I'll try rinsing them away.
Before I die, I asked you for a kiss.
I only asked that of you. I wished it, but
I want to look at you. I'll come to you. Can't you hear me?
I want to cry as if it were a lie, but I won't use that anymore.
Can't you hear me? Can't you hear me?
I'm about to break down. And, what about you? You're "about to cry."
No one understands me, but I "want to give it to you."
Take me away from this nightmare. Come get me.
To accept the infinite...
I want to look at you. I'll come to you. Can't you hear me?
I can't get enough of his love and it's so boring.
I'll love you as if it were a lie.
My toughness is my sullenness.
Just shut up about it. That love is over. Sing it for real.
Are you still looking at me? I still can't get enough of you... Can't you hold me more?
Is it going to end? Is it going to be over? I can't get enough of you... I can't hear you.
I can't hear you.
Ru tu tu tu tu tu tu tu tu Are you gone, now?
Ru tu tu tu tu tu tu tu tu I don't understand... darling.
Ru tu tu tu tu tu tu tu tu I won't use it again.
I won't use it again.