Lyrics Happier Birthday - Conkrete

Never have I ever felt like this life is worth celebrating
Feeling like it's me against the world, yeah, this Earth's hella hatin
Good thing most people forget it, so I'm never shamed with
Coming to the realization that I still am chasing

My dream, I'm still broke, there's no cream
I'm still a joke, got no queen, can't score a hoe
My self-esteem is in a hole, I can't believe
I'm this low, I'm 25 with a shit show In my mind, I sit closed like why oh why,
I'm a bitch, yo Sure, I made it far,

But I still ain't reached the bar
Still, I cannot hit the mark, sure, some people never start
And I'm doing this music shit, but still this shit is hard
And no one here supports me, no one here roots for me
What do I got to show, yeah, sure,

I'll drop a flow To people who think this ain't work,
It's no job, those words are burned In my head, it hurts and hurts,
Thought that it would get better
But it's only worse and worse, hurtin' worse the worst, unsure
Everyone is disappointed, family, I'm just avoiding

What is it I've been destroying
Oh, my future, I'm annoyed and I'm depressed And I've been stressed,
I try so hard to lift my head
But I don't like the shit I see, everyone is blaming me
It's got me thinking it is me, maybe ego says it ain't

Maybe I am just that fake, end it all, no
I ain't Cause my life still has a chance of having value
25 years might be worth it if I now prove
I am right and they're wrong, I see my fans, they share songs

Still I'm fighting, even though they wanna shoot unfair ones
Next birthday, I'm trying to be happier Happy motherfucker, yeah, that's me, uh
I don't want a cake, I don't want a stupid song
I don't wanna be ashamed, I don't wanna be wrong

Waiting for some text that I know I'll never get
I need to get to work and lay another verse I made it so far, so I cannot walk away
Keep on going forward and I take a leap of faith
I am not a quitter, hope that means that I'm a winner

Fast food by myself, that is what I had for dinner
Soon I'll have a reason to be celebrating And the haters can all be me now, sitting there
And just hella hating, while I'm out here elevating
Life is going fast, I can feel this bitch accelerating

Man I need to make it
Happier Birthday, Happier Birthday, Happier Birthday to me
Imma need a
Happier Birthday, Happier Birthday, Happier Birthday to me
Imma need a

Happier Birthday, Happier Birthday, Happier Birthday to me
Imma need a
Happier Birthday, Happier Birthday, Happier Birthday to me