Lyrics and translation DIR EN GREY - Vinushka

Vinushka

雲と交わす 呼吸を止めて 嗚呼 ただ 盲目の殻
此処が底か? 陰りに身を焼かれ 嗚呼 ただ 忘れていたい
蟻の巣へと 欲を滑らせ さあ 今 生まれ変わればいい

明日を眠らせて 振り向く安らぎ
鋭く尖る 感情に身を任せて
うねる流れさえ生きてる証と
涙に耽る明日を誘う

うえつくドグラ、マグラ
斑の痛みと唯一の人格
色取り取りに飾りつけられた瞳も、もういらない
また偽善が連れ去って行くのか?
独りきりの真っ赤な夜舞台
湧き上がる立役者に捧げる
此処が真実だ

誤魔化せない心の片隅には「まだ此処に居たい」
許せないのは誰?
冷えた声を響かせ 誓う

業と歩む 天地裂けた我この身と叫ぶ
罰と刻む 風と消えろ我の証は?

「金剛に輝く月はもう 見飽きそうなくらい眺めたんだ
狼にもなれそうにない 闇に狂いそうだ
首を喰らいたい 儚き残骸 眠らせはしないから
甘えたい年頃か, 小夜なら 君に狂いそうだ」

誰しもが幸福とばかりに 手を伸ばし闇に潜む鬼となる
もうすでに終わりは生まれた
形は零に生まれ子宮に這い戻り腐る
繰り返す度 崩れてゆくお前等の面が

耳を砕く真相には誰も触れやしない
抑圧された意思

罪を贖い命よ去れ

儚きアンチテーゼ 咽び泣く地へと
テーゼに浸る共有に骨を埋めて
憂鬱、背負うまま ざらつく津波に
さらわれ苦い涙と笑う
価値を見出せず 首縊り十三階段
手を叩き馴れ合う人
女々しい思想に混ざり傷付ける
そんな君がなんだか悲しすぎる

血しぶく 本能 踏み潰し
死を語る

業と歩む 天地裂けた我この身と叫ぶ
罰と刻む 風と消えろ我の証は?

耳を砕く真相には 誰も触れやしない
抑圧された意思

罪を贖い命よ去れ

俺が悪であるが故に
生きる意味さえ罪なのか

Vinushka

I stop breathing, merging with the clouds. Ah, just a blind shell.
Is this the bottom? My body burned by the shadows. Ah, I just want to forget.
I let my desires slip into the anthill. Come on, let's be reborn now.

I put tomorrow to sleep and turn to the comfort of the past.
Surrendering to my emotions, which are sharp and pointed.
Even the flowing river is proof that I am alive.
My tears invite a sorrowful tomorrow.

Ugly and messy.
The pain of the spots and the unique personality.
I don't need my colorful, decorated eyes anymore.
Will hypocrisy take me away again?
I'm alone on the真っ赤な night stage.
Dedicating it to the rising star.
This is the truth.

I can't hide it in the corner of my heart: "I still want to be here."
Who can I not forgive?
I make a vow with a cold voice.

Walking with karma, I cry out that I am this body with a torn heaven and earth.
Carving the punishment, what is my proof that will vanish with the wind?

"The moon shining brightly like a diamond, I'm so tired of looking at it
I can't even become a wolf, I'm going crazy in the darkness.
I want to bite your neck, the ephemeral remains, I won't let you sleep.
Am I just being childish, or am I crazy about you, Komiya?"

Everyone reaches out for happiness, only to turn into demons lurking in the darkness.
The end was born long ago.
The form is born from zero, crawls back into the womb, and rots.
Your faces crumble with each repetition.

No one will touch the truth that shatters my ears.
Suppressed will.

Redeem your sins and depart from life.

Ephemeral antithesis, to the land where you weep.
Bury your bones in the shared immersion of the thesis.
Carrying my sorrow, I am swept away by the rough waves.
And I laugh with bitter tears.
I can't find any value, I hang myself on the thirteen steps.
People who clap their hands and get along.
Mixing with myeffeminate thoughts and hurting me.
You're so pathetic.

Bloody instinct, crush it.
You talk about death.

Walking with karma, I cry out that I am this body with a torn heaven and earth.
Carving the punishment, what is my proof that will vanish with the wind?

No one will touch the truth that shatters my ears.
Suppressed will.

Redeem your sins and depart from life.

Because I am evil,
Is the meaning of my life a sin?