Lyrics and translation Elemental - Pokušaj Života

Pokušaj Života

Voljela ga je više od života
I zbog njega mogla je, sve da proguta
Dani su joj bili sunčaniji, čim bi ga vidjela,
Imo je nešto u sebi što još nije doživjela.
Ljubav ko na filmu, tepali su dok su pričali
A poznanici su im se zbog toga smijali.
Obećo joj je sve, ona je uzela što je davao
I hvalila Boga dok je kraj nje spavao.
Živjeli su skupa, u podstanarskom stanu,
Skupa dijelili zrak i podstanarsku hranu
Nikad mu nije predbacila to što nije radio
I što se ponekad sa njome svadio.
Voljela je njegove navike i načine
I kako se mrštio dok bi jeo njene splačine.
Čitao bi oglasnik, jako se trudio,
Ali nije mogo šutit pa bi na poslu poludio.
I dobio otkaz, ona bi rekla nije bed
Ali grizlo ju je što se nije doveo u red.
Al voljela ga je, pa je praštala sve
Kažu da prava ljubav sve prebrodi, zar ne?

Bilo je uspona i padova, al je ljubav bila budna,
Bio je tu za nju i kad je ostala trudna.
Bio je tu dok je plakala nakon abortusa,
Grlio ju je toga jutra na stanici autobusa
Nezaposlen, vukao se oko kuće,
Ona je čekala da se nesreća povuče.
Često bi mu dolazili frendovi na piće
Kad bi popio bio bi ljut i gubio živce.
Tad mu je smetala, urlo bi na nju,
Ona se uplakana zaključavala u kuhinju.
Vrištala je da se smiri, da je pusti,
On bi razbio vrata i polomio joj kosti.
Sutradan bi ju ljubio, molio da oprosti
Ona bi praštala, al se nije mogla opustit.
Svaki povik bi je koštao živaca
Nisu bili bliski više nego dvoje stranaca
Snovi su se rušili i prije neg' bi nastali
Al ona nije htjela - od ljubavi odustati.
Al ljubav je ustupila mjesto strahu
I ostala - čučati u mraku.

Ono što se prije samo ponekad događalo
Sada se iznova ponavljalo...
Krivila je sebe za svaku njegovu pljusku
On bi joj rekao da ne shvaća narav mušku.
Brisala je suze, htjela izbrisati košmar
Trudila se opravdati svaki dobiveni šamar.
Išla je na posao rano tog jutra
I trudila se ne priznat da umire iznutra.
U dubini znala je da neće dalje, sirota
I da je propao njihov, pokušaj života
Koliko dugo možeš gutati, za drugoga raditi
Prati i čistiti, a da on ne kaže ni hvala ti?
Tog dana nikad nije stigla do ureda
Odlučila se vratit kući, sita svega.
Ušla je u vlažan stan, on je izašao van
Ona je promijenila bravu i ohladila glavu
Skupila njegovu robu, otvorila prozor
Izbacila sve na ulicu i pojačala televizor.
Iščupala telefon da je ljubav ne bi zvala
I shvatila, ljubav je bila budala.

Ljubav je slijepa i lijepa, ljubav oprašta
Al ne prelazi preko šamara.

Ljubav zažmiri, a ponos oči otvori,
On ne dopusti da se zaboravi.

Ljubav je slijepa i lijepa, ljubav oprašta,
Al ne prelazi preko šamara.

Ljubav je bila prava, al se srušilo sve
Jer je teško skriti masnice.

Trying Life

She loved him more than life.
And because of him, she could swallow everything
Her days were sunnier as soon as she saw him.,
Imo is something inside her that she hasn't experienced yet.
Love in the movie, as they speak
And acquaintances laughed at them for it.
He promised her everything, she took what he gave
And praised God as he slept beside her.
They lived together in an apartment.,
Shared air and food together
She never reproached him for what he didn't do.
And sometimes arguing with her.
He loved his ways and habits.
And how he frowned when he ate her squirts.
He would read the ad, he tried very hard,
But he couldn't shut up, so he'd go crazy at work.
And got fired, she'd say no bed
But she was bitten that he didn't get in line.
She loved him, and he forgave her.
They say True Love gets over everything, don't they?

There were ups and downs, but love was awake,
He was there for her when she got pregnant.
He was there when she cried after the abortion,
He hugged her that morning at the bus stop.
Unemployed, dragged around the House,
She waited for the accident to recede.
His friends often came for drinks.
If he drank, he'd be angry and lose his temper.
She was annoyed, he would scream at her.,
She locked herself in the kitchen crying.
She screamed to calm down, to let her go.,
He would break down the door and break her bones.
The next day I kissed her and asked her to forgive me.
She would forgive, but she couldn't relax.
Any shout would cost her her nerves
They were no more close than two strangers.
Dreams were shattered before they were born.
She didn't want to give up on Love.
Love has given way to fear.
And the rest-squatting in the dark.

What happened only sometimes before
Now it's repeated again...
She blamed herself for each of his slaps
He'd tell her she didn't understand the nature of the man.
She was wiping away tears, trying to erase a nightmare.
She tried to justify every slap she got.
She went to work early that morning.
And she tried not to admit she was dying inside.
Deep down she knew she wouldn't go any further, poor girl.
And that they had lost their lives,
How long can you swallow, work for another
Wash and clean without him even saying Thank you?
She never made it to the office that day.
She decided to go home, fed up.
She went into a damp apartment, he went out
She changed the lock and cooled her head
Picked up his Goods, opened the window
She threw everyone out on the street and turned up the TV.
She pulled out the phone so love wouldn't call her
And I realized, Love was a fool.

Love is blind and beautiful, love forgives
Al doesn't go over the edge.

Love closes the eyes and the eyes open,
He doesn't let himself be forgotten.

Love is blind and beautiful, love forgives,
Al doesn't go over the edge.

Love was real, but it all came crashing down.
Because it's hard to hide the bruises.