Lyrics and translation Freezy Trap - Voda

Voda

Dass i dia amoi a Liadl widme, dia amoi schreib
Vasteh i eigentlich ned, doch es fia mi ned leicht
Und jetzt sitz i do und rea und vasteh mi nimma
Wan 1000moi und irgendwie wird des schlimma
I denk on di, siach a Büdl voa mir
Vo dir, wie du ausschaust, wah, is des schiach
Auf amoi draufzkumma, dassd ma du föhst
Obwoih i di nie ghobt hob und des auf amoi zöht
Dass i di brauch, mehr ois no nie
Owa des geht jetzt nimma, und geh wird's a nie
Wöst weg bist, komplett weg
Und i was a kan, der mi do rett
Konn mit dir nimma redn, mit dir nimma lebn
Wöst tot bist, so scheiße is des Leben
Loss mi ned alla, owa du hostas söwa gmocht
Warum host du Oaschloch nie on mi docht!

Bei deim Begräbnis woari nie, obwoih i wön häd
Mi hots doch ned zaht, wös mi quön dät
Olle Vawondtn kennalerna in am Oasch Moment
Wo i ma denk, dass eh nur Scheiße rennt
Olle rean, wos soi i mochn und redn
Und eigentlich wü i nur, dassd mit mir lebst
Mit mir moi wos mochst, wos ma hoid so mocht
Mit am Voda, den ma eigentlich ned hod

Johre hob i glaubt, i brauch kan Voda
Und mit 25 kumm i drauf, i hob an Schodn
Rea wegn dir, hob dei Stimm im Kopf
Und auf amoi foih i in a tiafes Loch
Hob an Ersotz ghobt stott dir, di ned braucht
Wö i ondre Leid ghobt hob, de on mi glaubn
Wahrscheinlich hostas eh gmocht, konn i ma scho vuastöhn
Du woitast mi sicha ned mit Obsicht quön
Host a ned kenna, woast in deina Sucht
De di ghobt hod, fia di woas a Genuss
2 moi homma gred om Telefon
Wegn Allimente, und des woas fost scho
Seng host mi scho wön am Schluss
Owa do woas donn zspod, do woa da Schuss
Poetisch gmant, vo da Meli woa da Onruf
Du bist tot, i hob great, und des woas a scho

Bei deim Begräbnis woari nie, obwoih i wön häd
Mi hots doch ned zaht, wös mi quön dät
Olle Vawondtn kennalerna in am Oasch Moment
Wo i ma denk, dass eh nur Scheiße rennt
Olle rean, wos soi i mochn und redn
Und eigentlich wü i nur, dassd mit mir lebst
Mit mir moi wos mochst, wos ma hoid so mocht
Mit am Voda, den ma eigentlich ned hod

Bei deim Begräbnis woari nie, obwoih i wön häd
Mi hots doch ned zaht, wös mi quön dät
Olle Vawondtn kennalerna in am Oasch Moment
Wo i ma denk, dass eh nur Scheiße rennt
Olle rean, wos soi i mochn und redn
Und eigentlich wü i nur, dassd mit mir lebst
Mit mir moi wos mochst, wos ma hoid so mocht
Mit am Voda, den ma eigentlich ned hod

Father

That I dedicate a song to you, write about you
I don't really understand, but it's not easy for me
And now I sit here and read and don't understand myself anymore
Read it a thousand times and somehow it gets worse
I think of you, see a picture in front of me
Of you, how you look, wow, is that ugly
Suddenly realize that you're missing
Even though I never had you and suddenly it matters
That I need you, more than ever
But that's not possible anymore, and it never will be
You're gone, completely gone
And I don't know anyone who can save me from this
Can't talk to you anymore, can't live with you anymore
You're dead, life is so shitty
Don't leave me alone, but you did it yourself
Why didn't you asshole ever think of me!

I never went to your funeral, even though I wanted to
I didn't want to see what would torture me
Meet all the relatives at a shitty moment
Where I think that only shit is going on
Everyone is crying, what should I do and talk
And actually I just want you to live with me
Do something with me, what you do with a father
With a father you don't really have

For years I thought I didn't need a father
And at 25 I realize I have damage
Cry because of you, have your voice in my head
And suddenly I fall into a deep hole
Had a substitute instead of you, who I didn't need
Because I had other people who believed in me
You probably did it, I can imagine
You surely didn't want to torture me on purpose
You couldn't, you were in your addiction
Which you had, for you it was a pleasure
We talked twice on the phone
About child support, and that was almost it
You wanted to see me at the end
But then it was too late, then the shot was fired
Poetically meant, the call was from Meli
You're dead, I cried, and that was it

I never went to your funeral, even though I wanted to
I didn't want to see what would torture me
Meet all the relatives at a shitty moment
Where I think that only shit is going on
Everyone is crying, what should I do and talk
And actually I just want you to live with me
Do something with me, what you do with a father
With a father you don't really have

I never went to your funeral, even though I wanted to
I didn't want to see what would torture me
Meet all the relatives at a shitty moment
Where I think that only shit is going on
Everyone is crying, what should I do and talk
And actually I just want you to live with me
Do something with me, what you do with a father
With a father you don't really have