Lyrics Road to Nowhere (Bonus Track) - Godinho

I'm driving all the way to purgatory
Don't know where I'm going
Never show emotion
Always feel like dying but I never show it
Ghosts are coming, plight of poets, drift away
Cursed by this knowledge
Imma have to take some pills to sleep today
I'm feeling all your hate, tenfold from the last day
Go back and double up to try and keep the rainy days
If the sun comes out, then I'll burn alive
Afraid of all the light and being blinded by your kind eyes

I just want to fly away
Save me from myself today
I can't die if I'm awake
Pray to the Lord my soul he takes

It's a tragic portrait of an artist tortured
Trapped in his own drawings
Hang me in the orchard with forbidden fruit
If you take a bite, watch the trees get rotten roots
You can smell the sulfur in the air make sure to stay astute
Don't get lost up in your dreams, make sure to break the loop
Or you'll notice that the hills have eyes and they be watching you
Sharing secrets with the fiends and demons
Monsters always creeping
You can see their true skin
If you're under all the street lights beaming
In this house of madness all your screams turned into sirens calls
A sweet succubus who never left my heart at all
The broken glass has cut my skin
Oh the blood it smells like gin
Wash away our sins before I feel the evil grow within
I'm the ghost in the shell
Just a phantom in a body
Sipping saki, walk through Earth like all these other copies
I'm so far up in my head I think my wires faulty

I just want to fly away
Save me from myself today
I can't die if I'm awake
Pray to the Lord my soul he takes

Here I go again
Always looking for a friend
Someone to confide in, maybe they can help me reach my end
Please don't judge I've spent many years upon this rock
I'm too close to the edge I feel that Imma hit the sidewalk
Scrape my body from the ground and throw me in the trash
Just another worthless piece of shit who wasn't built to last
I'm trying everyday to do the best that I can
But it gets harder as the weeks pass, I'm just a hollow man
I wish that I could wake up and just try to seize the day
But I can't tell what time is anymore I think I'll just decay
I wish that I could wake up and get out of bed so easy
But my problems always weigh me down
I'll sink into the sand so easy
Nothing matters yet it all does at the same time
One day I hope I learn from all my written lines
Until then I'll cruise, solo dolo in the dark
Keep your blindfold on so I don't have to look into your heart

I just want to fly away
Save me from myself today
I can't die if I'm awake
Pray to the Lord my soul he takes