Lyrics and translation Luna Haruna - Clumsydays

Clumsydays

孤独や不安は 誰もが持ってる
そんなの知ってる 当たり前のこと
だけどこんなにも 胸が苦しいのは
君への想いに 気づいたからかな？

言葉に出したら 壊れそうだから
誰にも言えずに 心に閉じ込めた

押さえきれなくて抱きしめた想い
素直になればなるほど怖いけど
「本当のあたしのすべてを見てよ」
そんなことは 今は言えなくて ため息を飲んだ

無邪気な笑顔も 何気ないしぐさも
気づけば消せない 記憶に変わってる

その手にふれたら 壊れちゃうのかな？
小さな勇気を 強く握りしめた

隠し切れなくてはみだした想い
言葉にすればするほど足りないよ
本当は君だって気づいてるんでしょう？
答えのない 問いかける日々に ピリオドを打つよ

めまぐるしくうつろう 過去と今と未来に
君がいたから 君がいるから
どんな世界だって 輝き続けるんだね
押さえきれなくて脱ぎ捨てた迷い
素直になればなるほど怖いけど
「本当のあたしのすべてを見てよ」
どんな答えも 受け止めて見せるよ
ありのままで今 伝えていいよね
「君が好きだよ」

Clumsydays

Loneliness and anxiety are things everyone has
I know that, it's a matter of course
But why does my chest feel so heavy?
Is it because I've noticed how I feel about you?

I can't say it out loud, or else it feels like I'll break
I can't tell anyone, so I keep it locked away in my heart

The feelings I can't hold back and embrace
The more honest I am, the more scared I become
Please see everything about my true self
I can't say that now, so I sigh

Your innocent smile and casual gestures
Before I knew it, they turned into memories I can't erase

If I touch your hand, will I break down?
I tightly grasp onto a small amount of courage

The feelings I couldn't hide have begun to overflow
The more I put them into words, the more insufficient it feels
You must have noticed too, haven't you?
I will put a period on these days of questioning with no answers

In the rapidly changing past, present, and future
Because you were there, because you are there
Any world will continue to shine
I couldn't hold back and cast aside my hesitation
The more honest I am, the more scared I become
Please see everything about my true self
I will listen to and accept any answer
I can tell you now, just as I am
I like you