Lyrics and translation Hash Swan - Am I

Am I

다 그런거지 안그래
나도 알고 있단게 참 그래
Um 널 지워낸거 치고는
서랍정리가 어설퍼
사실 집이 너무 더러워서
한 청소가 일주일에 서너 번
아냐 뭐 잘 살고 있어
가끔 새벽에 네가 보여도
안 어려워
담배를 사거나
택배를 먼지 덮히기 전에
치우는 것 정돈

No I'm gon' be crazy
I'm gon' be naked
Why I did like I was eighteen
Shit I am still selfish
I'm gon' be crazy
I'm gon' be naked
Why I did like I was eighteen
Shit I am still selfish

우린 꺼져갔어 서서히
너의 말을 피해보려 했어
무서웠지
너의 쉬운 말을 이해하는게
뭐 어려웠겠니
쉬웠던걸 쉽게 말해야 했던
너가 어려웠겠지
걱정이야 난 걱정이야 난
혹시라도 널 다시 보게 될까봐
할 말들을 적어놔 다
어쩌면 난 어쩌면 난
널 잊지 못해서 예술가가
되어가고 있는걸지도 몰라

잊었을까 과연 난
잊었을 거야 아마도 난
문득 궁금해졌어 널 사랑했던 이유가
아마 이유가 없는게 이유였을 거야

I'm gon' be crazy
I'm gon' be naked
Why I did like I was eighteen
Shit I am still selfish
I'm gon' be crazy
I'm gon' be naked
Why I did like I was eighteen
Shit I am still selfish

La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la la la

나는 과연 널 잊었을까
나는 과연 널 잊었을까
나는 과연 널 잊었을까
나는 과연 널 잊었을까
나는 과연 널 잊었을까
나는 과연 널 잊었을까
나는 과연 널 잊었을까
나는 과연 널 잊었을까
나는 과연 널 잊었을까
나는 과연 널 잊었을까
나는 과연 널 잊었을까
나는 과연 널 잊었을까
나는 과연 널 잊었을까

Am I

Everyone is like that, aren't they?
I also know that's true
Um, since I erased you
My drawers are a mess
Truth is, my room is so dirty
I clean it three or four times a week
No, I'm living well
Although I see you sometimes at dawn
It doesn't bother me
Whether I'm buying cigarettes
Or putting away a package before it gets dusty
Tidying up

No I'm gon' be crazy
I'm gon' be naked
Why I did like I was eighteen
Shit I am still selfish
I'm gon' be crazy
I'm gon' be naked
Why I did like I was eighteen
Shit I am still selfish

We slowly faded away
I tried to avoid your words
I was scared
Of understanding your easy words
What could be so hard?
I should have said what was easy easily
It must have been hard for you
I'm worried, I'm worried that I
Might see you again
I have written down everything I want to say
Maybe, maybe I
Can't forget you, so I'm
Becoming an artist

Have I forgotten? Of course I have
I must have forgotten, probably
I suddenly wondered why I loved you
There was probably no reason

I'm gon' be crazy
I'm gon' be naked
Why I did like I was eighteen
Shit I am still selfish
I'm gon' be crazy
I'm gon' be naked
Why I did like I was eighteen
Shit I am still selfish

La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la la la

Have I really forgotten you?
Have I really forgotten you?
Have I really forgotten you?
Have I really forgotten you?
Have I really forgotten you?
Have I really forgotten you?
Have I really forgotten you?
Have I really forgotten you?
Have I really forgotten you?
Have I really forgotten you?
Have I really forgotten you?
Have I really forgotten you?
Have I really forgotten you?