Lyrics I Know What It's Like - Hi-Rez , CHEL

Normal...
I don′t know
I don't know what normal is
I thought I did once
I don′t anymore

I know what it's like to have to wake up in the morning
And go do something that you don't like
I know what it′s like to wake up sad and depressed
And question if it′s worth livin' your life
I know what it′s like to get stressed out
Every single night, having panic attacks
I know what it's like to think your homey was your homey
Turn around and get stabbed in the back
I know what it′s like to have to put in overtime
And double shifts every night, just so you can get by
I know what it's like to have a loved one get locked up
But see a couple close friends die
I know what it′s like to see your parents fight every night
Struggling to get out of debt
I know what it's like to wish you could go back in time
And undo all the things you regret

The weight of the world is on my shoulders
I'm fighting a war that starts within
The weight of the world is on my shoulders
I′m wounded but I know I can win, I can win (I can win)

I know what it′s like doing things that you shouldn't
But it helps to take the pain away, so you just keep on doing it
I know what it′s like being hungry as shit
Ain't no money in your wallet, ain′t no food in the crib
I know what it's like to feel different and alone
Even in a crowded room full of people that you know
I know what it′s like to see a grown man cry
Because his own son died, and I just asked god why
I know what it's like to get so damn high
On a couple different things at the same damn time
I know what it's like to have the whole world say you changed
I know what it′s like to go insane
I know what it′s like getting death threats everywhere that you go
I know what it's like to live on the road
I know what it′s like to go from broke to rocking designer clothes
I know what it's like to not trust these hoes

The weight of the world is on my shoulders
I′m fighting a war that starts within
The weight of the world is on my shoulders
I'm wounded but I know I can win, I can win (I can win)

There′s a huge motivation behind my lyrics and my work
And what I do is, you know, not being able to...
To necessarily be comfortable
It's a balancing act
That, it's nearly impossible and I feel like it′s going to kill me
Ah, or, or some..., before I even find it
You know what I mean? (You know what I mean...)