Lyrics and translation Hyolyn - 스토커 (Stalker) / Feat. Mad Clown

스토커 (Stalker) / Feat. Mad Clown

집 앞에 지금 나 서있어
근데 왜 문은 잠겨 있어
아프길 바래
날 버린 죄책감에 질식하길 바래
I feel like I'm you stalker
난 너를 원해 너만 원해 니가 미워도
가슴속에 기억 속에
I wanna be your only love
솔직히 말해 너만 원해 눈물이 나도
어쩔 수 없어 없어
I'm feeling like I stalk and love
넌 타인처럼 날 세워두고 앞에서
마치 딴 사람인냥 작별을 말했어
바싹 마른 입술로 말도 못하는 나
그저 내 앞에 니 모습이 니가 아니기만을 간절히 난 바랬어
심장에 낙서를 당한 기분 가슴은 파인 듯 아픈데
거울 속 애써 웃더라고 내가 미쳐가지고 니
모든 것들 싸그리 다 내 삶에서 밀어냈고
너만큼 살아보겠다고 잘 근데
정신 차리고 보니 한쪽 뺨엔 눈물이 뚝 떨어지면서 난 하염없이
너희 집 쪽을 걷고 있고
집 창문 너머로 보이는 너의 실루엣
지금껏 잘 참았다
생각했는데
내가 미쳤지 여기를 왜
난 너를 원해 너만 원해 니가 미워도
가슴속에 기억 속에
I wanna be your only love
솔직히 말해 너만 원해 눈물이 나도
어쩔 수 없어 없어
I'm feeling like I stalk and love
Stalk and love love love
Stalk and love love love
Stalk and love love love
I'm feeling like I stalk and love
오늘도 같은 자릴 맴돌며
또 같은 생각을 하며
또 같은 이름만 불러
잘 지내는 척, 난 잘 지내지 못해
널 잊은 척 해보지만 널 잊지 못해
시간은 자꾸 어설프게 널 소독해 한때는 널 잘 안다
생각했는데
결국 난 널 알지 못해 (no way)
난 아직 니 번호를 외워
널 닮은 여자를 보면 멀리서 너일까
괜히 따라가 보게 되고 (no way)
새벽 전화를 수백 번 망설이다 결국 걸게 돼
내가 아직도 널 그리워하는 걸 니가 알 수 있게
난 너를 원해 너만 원해 니가 미워도
가슴속에 기억 속에
I wanna be your only love
솔직히 말해 너만 원해 눈물이 나도
어쩔 수 없어 없어
I'm feeling like I stalk and love
I feel like I'm your stalker
넌 이런 내가 귀찮고
집착뿐이라 느끼겠지만
제발 날 살수 있게 해줘
시간이 지나고 언젠간 없던
사람처럼
사라질 테니 잠시만 니 주위를 맴돌게 해줘
니가 눈물겹도록 그리워
난 너를 원해 너만 원해 니가 미워도
가슴속에 기억 속에
I wanna be your only love
솔직히 말해 너만 원해 눈물이 나도
어쩔 수 없어 없어
I'm feeling like I stalk and love
Stalk and love love love
Stalk and love love love
Stalk and love love love
I'm feeling like I stalk and love

Stalker (Stalker) / Feat. Mad Clown

I'm standing right outside your door
But why is it locked?
I hope you're hurting
I hope you're suffocating in the guilt of abandoning me
I feel like I'm your stalker
I want you, only you, even if I hate you
In my heart, in my memories
I wanna be your only love
Honestly, I only want you, even if it brings me tears
I can't help it, I can't help it
I'm feeling like I stalk and love
You make me stand like a stranger, right in front of me
As if you're someone else, you said goodbye
With my parched lips, I couldn't say a word
I just desperately wished the you in front of me wasn't really you
It feels like my heart has been scribbled on, my chest aches like it's been hollowed out
But in the mirror, I'm desperately trying to smile, because I'm going crazy
I pushed everything about you out of my life
I tried to live well, just as well as you, but
When I came to my senses, a tear fell down my cheek, and I endlessly
Walked towards your house
Your silhouette through the window
I thought I held it together well until now
But
I must be crazy, why am I here?
I want you, only you, even if I hate you
In my heart, in my memories
I wanna be your only love
Honestly, I only want you, even if it brings me tears
I can't help it, I can't help it
I'm feeling like I stalk and love
Stalk and love love love
Stalk and love love love
Stalk and love love love
I'm feeling like I stalk and love
Wandering around the same place again today
Thinking the same thoughts again
Calling out the same name again
I pretend I'm okay, but I'm not
I try to pretend I've forgotten you, but I haven't
Time clumsily tries to disinfect you, I once thought I knew you well
But
In the end, I don't know you (no way)
I still remember your number
If I see a woman who looks like you, I wonder if it's you from afar
I end up following her for no reason (no way)
I hesitate hundreds of times before calling you in the middle of the night, but I end up doing it
So you can know that I still miss you
I want you, only you, even if I hate you
In my heart, in my memories
I wanna be your only love
Honestly, I only want you, even if it brings me tears
I can't help it, I can't help it
I'm feeling like I stalk and love
I feel like I'm your stalker
You must find me annoying
You must feel like it's just obsession
But please, let me live
As time passes, someday I'll disappear
Like I never existed
So please, just let me linger around you for a while
I miss you so much it hurts
I want you, only you, even if I hate you
In my heart, in my memories
I wanna be your only love
Honestly, I only want you, even if it brings me tears
I can't help it, I can't help it
I'm feeling like I stalk and love
Stalk and love love love
Stalk and love love love
Stalk and love love love
I'm feeling like I stalk and love