Lyrics Help - iAmJakeHill

I'm a ghost...
I'm sick of feeling like shit
Sick of feeling like this
Had some positivity inside of me, I lost it
What the fuck was I complaining for when I had everything I ever needed?
Used to wake up to it then, now all I ever do is dream it
Don't try to help me, no
Don't wanna hear a thing, I'd rather burn than drown
Never gave a fuck about nobody else
I only care about myself, at least that's what I've been told
Fuck you, too
Looking at these people like who are you
How could you say that?
Not one to complain, but I'm sick of this pain
Am I the only one out there that's looking for somewhere?
To get away from everybody, I don't wanna go back
Pop a bunch of pills until my vision goes black
I try to tell myself that I got so much to live for
I'm tired of being this way
I'm sick of feeling like shit
Sick of feeling like this
Had some positivity inside of me, I lost it
What the fuck was I complaining for when I had everything I ever needed?
Used to wake up to it then, now all I ever do is dream it
Come back to my senses
Finger on the trigger wouldn't that be so senseless
Throw it all away and leave 'em left with just pictures
People never cared but, now they posting I miss you
Depression building up I'm nauseous weak and exhausted
Don't ever get too close to me
Just keep your distance be cautious
I feel like I'm exploding eternally
Hopeless I'm chocking
And hoping death is approaching me as soon as possible, hopefully
Uh, I'm sorry, what I feel I say
Nobody understands unless you feel this way
Numb to everything but I can still feel grey
I'm tired of being this way
I'm sick of feeling like shit
Sick of feeling like this
Had some positivity inside of me, I lost it
What the fuck was I complaining for when I had everything I ever needed?
Used to wake up to it then, now all I ever do is dream it
Why me?
Put it all behind me
Thought I'd get away from it but it's right here beside me
Will I ever catch a break?
Was I even meant to be here?
Looking in the mirror, who the fuck do I see here?
I just feel empty, not asking for sympathy
I just can't seem to find what it is with me
I wake up confused and my soul has been bruised
And the world is dead to me
I feel like I'm losing me
(I feel like I'm losing me)
(I feel like I'm losing me)
I just...
I'm sick of feeling like shit
Sick of feeling like this
Had some positivity inside of me, I lost it
What the fuck was I complaining for when I had everything I ever needed?
Used to wake up to it then, now all I ever do is dream it