Lyrics and translation Jony J - 盆栽

盆栽

我像是你的盆栽
像是你的四季隨時為你盛開
我像是為你存在
就坦白 別期待
看不到未來

盡量分散我的注意力
車在開往下個目的地
雖然劇情 已經殺了青
結果還是一不小心入了戲
如果面帶不捨會讓面子落地
沒法笑著跟你揮手
那我選擇頭也不回戴上墨鏡
像只斷線風箏飛走
就當把心裡清個空
做了一場羅曼蒂的夢
雖然還有太多想不通
可是已經再也沒有力氣碰
不想再去為了那些牛角尖里鑽不出的執念變得瘋狂
也許說的話在當下真的那麼想
只是熱情太過匆忙
也從來沒有後悔沒有懷疑過
怎麼想就應該怎麼做
不是你也不是我的錯
死胡同的局 怎麼破
那些做不到的純粹
做不到的心領神會
做得到的只有能進能退
都是自私又愚蠢的人類

我不是你的盆栽
不是你的四季隨時為你盛開
我不是為你存在
就坦白 別期待
看不到未來

我有我的偏執
跟你很像 你有你的堅持
都一樣 都很强
都不讓步在那些不算問題的問題上
互相牽制
一直都在來回的拉扯
賭著氣用情緒在拔河
沒有人比我們更懂彼此痛點
所以每一句話都好像是以後不要再有瓜葛
那就忘了那些憧憬
我們太過於情緒化是通病
如果要怪就怪性格太強
和解都不在行
太過以自我為中心
當然快樂過
夏娃亞當燃起愛的火
怎麼以前對的放現在就錯
就別讓時間來背無奈的鍋
這秒還在暴雨下秒艷陽高照
兩頭點的蠟燭加速燒掉
都各有神聖不可犯的驕傲
還有多少經得起被消耗
像是冰與火焰結的果
陰差陽錯才會連的鎖
你不想要變得不再像自己
我也不喜歡你面前的那個我

我不是你的盆栽
不是你的四季隨時為你盛開
我不是為你存在
就坦白 別期待
看不到未來

Bonsai

I seem like your bonsai
Like your four seasons, always in bloom for you
I seem to exist for you
Let's be honest, don't expect it.
Can't see the future

Try to distract myself.
The car is heading to the next destination.
Although the story has ended,
I still can't help but get into the play.
If it would be embarrassing to show reluctance,
I can't wave at you with a smile.
Then I choose to put on my sunglasses and leave without looking back,
Like a kite with a broken string, flying away.
Let's just empty my heart.
I had a romantic dream,
Although there are still many things I can't figure out,
But I don't have the strength to touch it anymore.
I don't want to go crazy over those stubborn beliefs that I can't get out of.
Maybe the things I said at the moment were what I really thought,
It's just that the passion was too hasty.
I have never regretted or doubted it,
I should do what I think I should do.
It's not your fault or mine.
How can we break the deadlock?
The purity that cannot be achieved,
The unspoken understanding that cannot be achieved,
All we can do is advance and retreat.
We are all selfish and stupid human beings.

I'm not your bonsai,
Not your four seasons, always in bloom for you,
I don't exist for you,
Let's be honest, don't expect it.
Can't see the future

I have my own prejudices.
You are very similar to you, you have your own persistence.
We are all the same, we are all very strong.
Neither of us will give in on those issues that are not really problems.
We restrain each other,
Always pulling back and forth,
Tugging at the emotions with anger.
No one knows our pain better than us.
That's why every word seems like we'll never have anything to do with each other again.
Then forget those dreams,
We are both too emotional, it's a common disease.
If you have to blame, blame it on our strong personalities,
We are both not good at reconciling,
We are too self-centered.
Of course we've been happy.
Adam and Eve's love was sparked,
How come what was right then is wrong now?
Don't let time bear the brunt of helplessness.
It's raining one second and the sun is shining the next,
The candle burns faster at both ends.
We all have our own sacred pride.
How much more can we afford to exhaust?
Like the fruit of ice and fire,
A chain that can only be connected by mistake.
You don't want to be yourself anymore,
And I don't like the me in front of you.

I'm not your bonsai,
Not your four seasons, always in bloom for you,
I don't exist for you,
Let's be honest, don't expect it.
Can't see the future