Lyrics and translation Kumi Koda - Aenakunarukurainara

Aenakunarukurainara

君の視線が僕を 通り過ぎてくたびいつも
大声でも出して 呼び止めたくなる
いい人ぶって実は 振り向かせたい一心で
ばかなことを言って 君を笑わせるんだ
その瞳が向かう先を 知ってるからたまに僕は
やり場のない思い出君を 傷つけたくなる
好きだと何度も 声にできない言葉飲み込むんだよ
会えなくなるくらいなら それでいい
君が髪を触って 照れ笑いしてるときは
あの人への気持ち 隠そうとしてる
その笑う表情が 可愛いということはね
僕が一番知ってる悲しいこと
その瞳が向かう先を 知ってるからたまに僕は
やり場のない思いで君を 傷つけたくなる
好きだと何度も 声にできない言葉飲み込むんだよ
あえなくなるくらいなら それでいい
君を想う気持ち どんどん膨らんで 迎えられなくなる
本当 不思議ね 何を見ても君で
何を聞いても君で 何を思い出して
声だけでもいい そばで聞かわせて
その瞳が僕を見つけて
その手が僕を掴んで
その唇が僕を呼んで
抱きしめてほしい
その瞳が向かう先を知ってるからいつも僕は
君の幸せを心から願ってるだから
好きだと何度も声にでできない
言葉飲み込むんだよ
一番側でずっと笑ってるよ。

If You're Going to Pretend Not to Know

Every time your eyes pass me by, without a glance
I feel like screaming out loud to stop you
Pretending to be nice, but really just trying to catch your attention
Saying stupid things, trying to make you laugh
Knowing where your eyes are going, sometimes I
Get upset and want to hurt you with my memories
I swallow my words, unable to say "I love you" again and again
I'm fine with it, as long as I don't have to say goodbye
When you play with your hair and smile shyly
You're trying to hide your feelings for him
It's the saddest thing, that you think your smiling face is cute
I know it best
Knowing where your eyes are going, sometimes I
Get upset and want to hurt you with my thoughts
I swallow my words, unable to say "I love you" again and again
I'm fine with it, as long as I don't have to say goodbye
My feelings for you are growing stronger, and I can't cope anymore
It's really strange, everything I see is you
Everything I hear is you, everything I remember
Just your voice is enough, let me hear you close by
Your eyes find mine
Your hand reaches for me
Your lips call my name
Hold me close
Knowing where your eyes are going, I always
Truly wish for your happiness, that's why
I can't say "I love you" again and again
I swallow my words
I'll always be by your side, laughing with you.