Lyrics Teardrop - Kyahn Ely

I try not to show it
I try to control it
I know you should not know
But I just broke
You saw just right through me
You tried to just help me
You see I'm so weak
But I'm fine
Please leave

You know that we're supposed to be tough
But all these feelings got my brain fucked up
I'm pretty sure I'll be fine in a minute
Just give me some space
Wait
Goddammit
I was supposed to show this side of me
I think it's a project from misogyny
I know that's not how life is supposed to be
But I just cannot wait to see
A world where everyone could share what they think
Man, no one would care
But sadly that's not how that works
Most of the time everyone's a jerk
They treat me like shit to harden their dicks
Because that is how they just get their kicks
Sorry that I'm getting so worked up
All of these tears are starting to drop
I just don't understand what we are
Are we supposed to be evil?
Or are we supposed to go far?
I just do not understand that front
But thanks for not leaving me upfront
I appreciate what you're trying to do
You know that I love you boo
I'm just not understanding me
So please just let me be

I try not to show it
I try to control it
I know you should not know
But I just broke
You saw just right through me
You tried to just help me
You see I'm so weak
But I'm fine
Please leave