Lyrics SO IT GOES - LOWERCASE

Truthfully where should I start?
Talk about all this pain moving like a freight train to the heart
Gotta change it into fuel
Tryna make some moves
The pens the exhaust
My mind states an effect
My musics made to give the cause
If you can't try to understand
It's best you turn my music off

Was usually on my own, mom never home thought my dad had a walked
Come to find out he was dead
But that's whole other talk

Conversations in my head asking what is love
Dwelling in my thoughts
Why am I even be here and that's where it all starts

Grandma had me through the day
Every sunday MCA
She ain't really one to play
Catch a bitch lick right across the face

Gained so much of her traits, man she had to raised me on her own
Moving on mom found love or so I thought

Then we had moved to a block
Caution tapes killers buck em shots
Sirens rang niqqas ducking em cops
You can see em running through our backyards
I was moving so cautious
Getting so nauseous

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They convinced we need pain
Like we ain't us without enough of it
The thought process is insane
Like trouble minds ain't enough troubled

Really not tryna feel more
Can close the book really end it all

I started writing music
To cope w the pain
The pen to the page
To cage all the rage
Most hollow in soul & sick to the brain
Taking a lifes a lively escape
Trying to pray
What's life like this
I ask everyday

Had many questions
Limited answers
Soul up for ransom
Voice-mails to God
Talks were extensive

Niqqs living in them trenches
Streets ain't like Meeks
But they got the glitzy bopper w extensions
As kids we needed cheese
Started robbing pizza mans in a instant

Other kids had they ball dreams
Other kids on them hood schemes
8balls to them dope pheens
Get quick cash ideas
The young bulls needed OGs
Tach us how to be original
Individuality is pivotal
So we ain't moving so criminal

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