Lyrics My Mind - Lo Key feat. Grewsum & Bonu$

There's something dark in my mind sitting behind my eyes
I know that its not right but its been there for a lifetime
Blocking out the light I know its affecting my grind
Ill kill it when the times right, if it threatens my life

Demons release from my cheeks when I speak
So fucked in the head cant dream when I sleep
Cant breathe or release cant eat for a week
Cant see when the devils in my face and I seek peace

Quiet is a deadly thing
Cause I'm riddled with the hate please let me in
Check me in cause my thoughts are haunting me
Fuckin with my life line slowly causing me

To manipulate the people that I love in my life
Cold nights spent giving all my love to this mic
Bloody knife with a look on my face like
Whats the brain behind your face taste like

I hate writing this might as well be slicing wrists
I don't know why I'm fighting this luckily I like to spit
My life's sick and I'm trying to change
But its hard when I'm drowning in pain do you feel the same?

There's something dark in my mind sitting behind my eyes
I know that its not right but its been there for a lifetime
Blocking out the light I know its affecting my grind
Ill kill it when the times right, if it threatens my life

Sick visions been twisted live with it
I spit wicked envision my vision guy
Disfigured kids limping dead women
Been with em since venom entered
Them live vicious thrive

For the better life better get a knife
Because I'm gonna pose a threat
If I don't ever get it right
Better feed em I'm a need em
Creeping on the street to leave em bleeding
Put the beat on baby let it ride

And I'm a rock to it body I'm a chop through it
Got em screaming like they're singing metal rock music
Paid for the blades you're expecting me to not use it?
If you got the chance to get away then hop to it

Cause I've been there on the therapists couch
Talking about the sickest visions there an airing em out
The suggestion? that I carry em out
Because the darkness still looms and
There's no way of tearing it out

There's something dark in my mind sitting behind my eyes
I know that its not right but its been there for a lifetime
Blocking out the light I know its affecting my grind
Ill kill it when the times right, if it threatens my life

Y'all know bonus coming spitting with the illest flow
Voices in my head got me that tripping hearing?
I don't really feel it though shake em off let it go
Shouldn't get me pissed if I listen ill be killing folk

I don't know what happens wake up shaking in my bed
Insane everything stained blood red
So I went and told a shrink that it was a dream
Told him that's the way I think he was like "Take these"

That will do the trick or at least be in slow mo
Took a couple had a drink things are moving so slow
I don't know if it'll do cause I'm a crazy dude
At least I'm fucked up its got the voices in a better mood

Trying to live my life right, its all that I can do
Staying medicated the pain will see what ensues
So I guess its safe to say I'm kinda fucked in the brain
And if I let it get the best of me I'm out with a bang

There's something dark in my mind sitting behind my eyes
I know that its not right but its been there for a lifetime
Blocking out the light I know its affecting my grind
Ill kill it when the times right, if it threatens my life