Lyrics and translation MINO - LOSING U

LOSING U

티가 나나 봐 내 얼굴이
누가 봐도 드리워진 어둠이
말도 하나 섞기 어려워져 내가 그어 놓은 어지러운 선들이
아, When I'm sipping whiskey
지우개를 갈아 넣은 듯이 깊숙이
날 괴롭혔던 그녀들의 메모리스
조금씩 지워지고 있네 그걸 원한 건 아닌데 딱히

깊은 고통은 쾌락이며
짙은 눈물은 샤워와 같더라고
근데 그런 너를 잊어가는 게
괜시리 슬프네

같은 말을 반복했던 그 아파했던 그
기억이 흐리네
아무래도 다시 널 그리네
색깔이 흐릿해
너조차 모르게 잊혀지나 봐

널 갈망할 구실도
없으니까
시간이 약이란 빌미로
흐르게 두었지
사라져 가는 것도 모른 채로
이제서야 어 No No

And now I'm losing u
Losing u losing u
Losing u I'm losing u
Now I'm losing u
Losing u losing u
Losing u I'm losing u

미워도 애틋한 기억이라서
사라지진 말아줘
I'm losing u
Losing u losing u
Losing u I'm losing

거울 속 He knows it's ugly
거칠어진 피부와 다크서클이
매일 밤마다 향락에 젖은 뒤
밀려오는 지겨운 공허를 다시 맞이한 뒤

여운, 그건 위험해
처음, 나는 어디에
알아가는 숱한 인연들과 Had a good time
끝나면 이름이 뭐였담
여타 다른 이들과는 다르고 싶었어
보란 듯이 좋아 보이고

네가 속이 상했으면 했었고
끝내 무너짐을 택했나
내 주머니를 채워도 부족했나
나 길을 잃어버려 주저앉았나
그제야 맨발인 걸 알아챘다 나 돌아가기엔

And now I'm losing u
Losing u losing u
Losing u losing u
Now I'm losing u
Losing u losing u
Losing u I'm losing u

미워도 애틋한 기억이라서
사라지진 말아줘
I'm losing u
Losing u losing u
Losing u I'm losing

부디 떠나갈 땐 내가
눈치채지 못하게 해줘
되감기처럼 돌려보고

울적한 밤이면
실수인 척 전화해도 돼
받아줘도 돼
아무렴 너와 나, 그날의 우리가 아니기에

LOSING U

My face seems to be distorted
Gloom that's obvious to any
Speech becomes hard to form, the chaotic lines I've drawn
Ah, when I'm sipping whiskey
Like an eraser was inserted, deeply
Memories of those who hurt me
Are gradually erasing, I didn't want that

Deep sorrow is pleasure
And dark tears are like showers
But forgetting you like that
Is surprisingly sad

The same words were repeated, that painful
Memory's fading
Apparently, I miss you again
The colors are dim
Even without you knowing, you're forgotten

I had no excuse to miss you
Because there isn't any
Under the pretense that time heals
I let it slide
Not realizing that you were fading
And now, No No

And now I'm losing you
Losing you losing you
Losing you I'm losing you
Now I'm losing you
Losing you losing you
Losing you I'm losing you

Because it's a memory that's hateful yet precious
Please don't disappear
I'm losing you
Losing you losing you
Losing you I'm losing

The He in the mirror knows it's ugly
Rough skin and dark circles
After indulging in pleasure every night
After being greeted by a disgusting emptiness

Aftertaste, that's dangerous
Beginning, where am I
Had a good time with countless encounters
What was your name when it ended
I wanted to be different from others
Pretending to be lovey-dovey

I wished you were hurt
And chose to collapse in the end
Was my pocket not full enough
Did I lose my way and stumble
That's when I realized I was barefoot, I can't go back

And now I'm losing you
Losing you losing you
Losing you losing you
Now I'm losing you
Losing you losing you
Losing you I'm losing you

Because it's a memory that's hateful yet precious
Please don't disappear
I'm losing you
Losing you losing you
Losing you I'm losing

When you leave, please don't let me
Notice
As if rewinding, looking back

On gloomy nights
You can call me like a mistake
You can answer
But never mind, because you and I aren't the same as we were that day