Lyrics and translation Mad Clown - In My Head

In My Head

온몸을 던져
타이밍 따위 아닌 삶은 나
내가 삶 so 난 게임부터가 먼저
나 없인 회전 안 되는 이 도시
난 놓쳐도 죄야
떨어져 나가는 초침이 uh

Take it to another level
눈을 뜰 때부터
잘 때까지 차는 새로움
Zero to 100 하면 깨 잘 때야
I′m back
보드 위에 점수 올리거나 판 빼

I'm bored
그제서야 찾아오는 평화
괜찮은 거 알지만
난 원해 더 나은 변화
두발 쭉 피고 잘 수 없대
이번 생 I get that a lot
A lot enemies
보여 걔네 detail

두려워도 동시에 지탱
내 양쪽 팔 even
다 깨져 하얀 깁스해도
인정하기 싫지만 나 실수해도
없잖아 난 자책할 쉴 새도

고비 다음이 고비 꼬깃꼬깃 해진
내 지폐로 물 한 병 사서
이 바닥 끝까지 가
아무도 안 믿되 진짜 적은
나의 밑에 제일 간절한 건
해답이 어디까지인가 huh
On the grind
오른팔이 제일
밉보이는 지금 할 수 없어 질책은
꾸는 꿈이 오로지 하나 내 실책은
빛바랜 명찰 비춰봐야 알지 빛에

What do you mean
What do you see
What you need
What you own
It was mine
What do you think

What do you mean
What do you see
What you need
What you own
It was mine
What do you think

내 머릿속이 울려
계속해서 가 테잎 다시 돌려
머릿속 온통 나의 말이 들려
빌어먹을 목소리 매일 울려

내 머릿속이 울려
계속해서 가 테잎 다시 돌려
머릿속 온통 나의 말이 들려
빌어먹을 목소리 매일 울려

You know 필요 없어 난 모험
난 걱정되지 않아 나의 몸
난 꿈에 취약한데
단지 꿈꾸는 게 아냐
거래 그런 식이면은 그만둬
So run it up

친구 부지런히 나가 거리로
난 진실 봐야 해
내 감이 아닌 머리로
So run it up 친구 다시 여기로
쳇바퀴 돌듯 돌면
삶이란 게 머리 조여

원해 fame money
보다도 난 한방
불붙은 발바닥 근데 매번 찬 밤
잡겠다는 말이 이젠 거의 찬가
또 누구에겐 봄
내겐 겨울뿐인 한강

불만인 게 불만 없는
나의 마음가짐
신발 끈을 묶을 때마저 난 단단히
살다 보니 터득해지는 이 강단이
날 일으키는 힘 내 삶은 아냐 장난이

고비 다음이 고비 꼬깃꼬깃 해진
내 지폐로 물 한 병 사서
이 바닥 끝까지 가
아무도 안 믿되 진짜 적은
나의 밑에 제일 간절한 건
해답이 어디까지인가 huh
On the grind
오른팔이 제일
밉보이는 지금 할 수 없어 질책은
꾸는 꿈이 오로지 하나 내 실책은
빛바랜 명찰 비춰봐야 알지 빛에

What do you mean
What do you see
What you need
What you own
It was mine
What do you think

What do you mean
What do you see
What you need
What you own
It was mine
What do you think

내 머릿속이 울려
계속해서 가 테잎 다시 돌려
머릿속 온통 나의 말이 들려
빌어먹을 목소리 매일 울려

내 머릿속이 울려
계속해서 가 테잎 다시 돌려
머릿속 온통 나의 말이 들려
빌어먹을 목소리 매일 울려

In My Head

Throwing my whole body into it
Life isn't about timing, it's me
I am life, so I play the game first
This city doesn't spin without me
Even if I miss, it's a sin
The second hand falling off, uh

Take it to another level
From the moment I open my eyes
Until I sleep, it's filled with newness
Zero to 100, that's when I sleep well
I'm back
Raise the score on the board or pull out the board

I'm bored
Only then does peace come
I know it's okay
But I want a better change
Can't sleep with both feet stretched out
I get that a lot in this life
A lot of enemies
Show me their details

Fearful but also supporting
Both my arms even
Even if they're broken and in white casts
I hate to admit it, but even if I make mistakes
I don't have time to blame myself

Hardship after hardship, crumpled
With my bills, I buy a bottle of water
Go to the end of this floor
Trust no one, but the real enemy
Is beneath me, the most desperate thing
Is where the answer ends, huh
On the grind
My right arm is the most
Unsightly, I can't blame it now
The only dream I have is my mistake
The faded name tag only shows in the light

What do you mean
What do you see
What you need
What you own
It was mine
What do you think

What do you mean
What do you see
What you need
What you own
It was mine
What do you think

My head is ringing
Keep going, rewind the tape
All I hear in my head are my own words
The damn voice keeps ringing every day

My head is ringing
Keep going, rewind the tape
All I hear in my head are my own words
The damn voice keeps ringing every day

You know I don't need an adventure
I'm not worried about my body
I'm vulnerable to dreams
But I'm not just dreaming
If that's how the deal is, then stop it
So run it up

Friend, go out to the streets diligently
I need to see the truth
With my head, not my gut
So run it up, friend, back here again
If you keep spinning like a hamster wheel
Life will squeeze your head

I want fame and money
More than that, I want a hit
My soles are on fire, but every night is cold
Saying I'll catch it is almost a hymn now
It's spring for someone else
For me, it's just the Han River in winter

What I'm dissatisfied with is that I'm not dissatisfied
My mindset
Even when I tie my shoelaces, I do it firmly
This resilience that I've learned through life
The strength that lifts me up, my life is no joke

Hardship after hardship, crumpled
With my bills, I buy a bottle of water
Go to the end of this floor
Trust no one, but the real enemy
Is beneath me, the most desperate thing
Is where the answer ends, huh
On the grind
My right arm is the most
Unsightly, I can't blame it now
The only dream I have is my mistake
The faded name tag only shows in the light

What do you mean
What do you see
What you need
What you own
It was mine
What do you think

What do you mean
What do you see
What you need
What you own
It was mine
What do you think

My head is ringing
Keep going, rewind the tape
All I hear in my head are my own words
The damn voice keeps ringing every day

My head is ringing
Keep going, rewind the tape
All I hear in my head are my own words
The damn voice keeps ringing every day