Lyrics and translation Megumi Hayashibara - Usurahi Shinjyu

Usurahi Shinjyu

ねえ、如何して 目を合わさうともしないの。何故
屹度「直視に耐へない。」とでも 云ふのでせう。だうせ

ぢやあ 一体誰よ
こんな女にしたのは 誰

ねえ、待つてゐたんだよ 追つて来てくれるのを ずつと
やつと 会へたつてのに 抱いてもくれないのか。一寸

あゝ 人生 ご破算
お前さん あんたの所為だつて

分かんないの。仕合せつて 何
何れが 其れだつてのよ
面倒臭いわ。脳味噌も腸も
ばら撒いて見せやうか
骨の髄まで 染め抜かれた 女をご覧なさい

好きよ 大好き、皆 あんたに上げる。いゝえ
嫌ひ 大嫌ひよ、矢つ張り 返して 今直ぐ。なんて

まう遅いわ 南無三
お前さんで 出来てんだ、全部

分かつてんの。仕合せも、不幸も
刻一刻 消え失せる
冷やこい やうで 温かい この手が
味わひ 尽くしたわ
これ以上は 何にも無いと 思ふの
憎く 可愛い人よ
痛いやうで 気持ち良い お別れよ
過ぎ去つた あの日々
留めてゐるまゝの生命ごと 終はらせて 仕舞ひたい

薄らいで行くわ。私は 独り法師

Pearls of Dew

Darling, why do you not look me in the eye? Why
Surely, you must think that you "cannot bear to gaze upon me." After all

Tell me, then
Who was it that made me into this woman

Darling, I have been waiting, for you to catch up to me, all along
Finally, we meet, and yet you will not even embrace me? For a moment

Ah, a life ruined
Sweetheart, it is all your fault

Do you not understand? Happiness, what is it
Which of these is it
This is such a bother. I could scatter
My brains and my guts throughout the air
Look at this woman, dyed to the marrow

I love you, my darling, I give you all of my love. No
I hate you, my darling, I take it all back, right now. How

It is too late, my precious
You are responsible for all of me, all of it

I understand it all, happiness, unhappiness
From moment to moment, it all disappears
These hands, cold to the touch, yet so warm
I have savored them both
I think, there's nothing more I need
My dearest, whom I both love and hate
It pains me, yet I feel at peace, as we say goodbye
Those days that have passed us by
I want to keep them forever, to stay alive only to remember them, to make an end of it all

I am fading away. I am a lonely priestess