Lyrics Feeling for the Wall - Meshell Ndegeocello

I wanna live as I'm beginning
Moving through this cold
Arms stressed out like the blackest wings
Feeling for the wall
Speak like timber
You might not remember
What I was . by love
I wanna take you just like laughter
Breaks apart like bread
Scatter 'em out here after
And follow you like a threat
You're so within me, and see me like you do
And I remember what I'm sure, what I'm sure I owe to you