Lyrics and translation Ms.OOJA - 30

30

「僕らはやり直せるだから今は距離を置こう」
困ったような笑顔で君がついた 最後の嘘

戻れない時の中で 日に日に増えてく
後悔と消せない思い ずっと閉じ込めたままで

「愛してるよ」と 迷わずに言えたら
何も恐れないで その胸で泣いていたなら
今も心は 君のそばでずっと
何もなくさないで いつまでも笑ってたかな
愛した日々を忘れないでね
今はまだここから見送ってる

「さよなら またどこかで会える日まで元気でいて」
鏡の中つぶやく その笑顔は 痛いくらい

通りゆく街の中で 君の面影を人ごみに探してるんだよ
一人立ち止まったまま

「愛してたよ」と 君からの言葉が
ずっと消えないまま この胸で震えているよ
あとどれくらい 涙流したなら
君と過ごした日を思い出に変えてゆけるの
大切だから忘れたくない
たとえ心が壊れそうでも

「愛してるよ」と 言葉じゃなくたって
いつも感じてたよ ぬくもりを思い出してる
きっと心は 寄り添っていたから
やっとひとつだった 半分は君だったから
こんなに苦しくて息もできなくて
でもそれ以上に幸せをくれたこと
愛した日々を忘れないように
今は振り向かずに歩いてく

30

"We can start over, so let's take some space now,"
you said with a troubled smile, your last lie.

As time moves on, never to return,
regrets and indelible feelings grow, locked away within my heart.

If I could have just said "I love you" without hesitation,
if I hadn't been afraid and had cried in your arms,
my heart would still be by your side,
and we would still be laughing, without having lost anything.
Please don't forget the days we loved each other.
For now, I'm watching you from afar.

"Goodbye. Stay well until the day we meet again somewhere,"
I whisper to the mirror, the smile on my face painfully forced.

As I walk through the city streets, I search for your face in the crowds,
stopping in my tracks, alone.

Your words, "I loved you,"
still resonate in my chest, never fading.
How many more tears must I shed
before I can turn the days we spent together into just memories?
They're precious, so I don't want to forget,
even if my heart feels like it's breaking.

Even if I didn't say "I love you" out loud,
I always felt it, and I remember your warmth.
Our hearts were always close,
because we were one, and half of that one was you.
It's so painful I can hardly breathe,
but even more than that, you gave me happiness.
So I won't forget the days we loved each other,
and now, I'll walk on without looking back.