Lyrics and translation Nerka - Safe

Safe

An pa ni èspas, an pé pa rèspiré
Tan-la ka kouri, é kèstyon an té ka pozé mwen
Pa ka ni répons, andidan mwen vid é vi-la kon sinéma
Toumouna ka viv, mwen an pòz, an ka fè stand-by
K'ay ni apré lékòl é alkòl, é bitches é weed, huh
K'ay ni avan jou-la fanm a-w ka réponn vou wi huh
Lapli ka tonbé si mwen, pannan-w ka pran bon solèy
An vé pa réfléchi, an pisimé an rété an somèy
Pas lè an ka dòmi, an paka sonjé tout doulè-la an ni la
Huh, lèspri an mwen si off é an ka fè le ménaj
Kò an mwen sé sèl souvenir i ké rézisté
É vou menm ké oubliyé an té ka ègzisté
Sa pran mwen tan pou pé konprann é pou rèkonèt
Life an mwen té pé dous, mé an préféré rété kòlè
An désiné on kwa, si sa nou té ja ni an projé
An manké pati forever mé an fè mwen on promès
Dè toujou rété safe

O dépar an paté pati pou tann
An té ja ni mar atann
Fierté an mwen pa té asé pou mwen té pé fè-w konprann
Lòv an té ni ba-w, i té ka kyenbé mwen, tranglé mwen
Sa-w pé pa vwè an privé ka anpéché mwen, ka toufé mwen
Tousa ki ka fèt ka fuckin brizé mwen, touché mwen
An tèt an mwen an di si-w pa kalé byen, pa pè chèché mwen
Pas an péké lésé-w tonbé
Solid jiska la tonb é
Lannuit lè-w pa ka la, kon si rido-la ka tonbé
Tèt an mwen ka fè mwen mal, an bizwen chapé
An bizwen fè on aksidan, pou an pé vin amnézik
Ou paka fucc é mwen ankò, donk ou désidé chapé
Yenki adan rèv an mwen, an pé vwè-w ka souri chabin
Sa pran mwen tan pou pé konprann é pou rèkonèt
Life an mwen té pé dous, mé an préféré rété kòlè
An désiné on kwa, si sa nou té ja ni an projé
An manké pati forever mé an fè mwen on promès
Dè toujou rété safe

Sa fou kijan, délè-w pé pèd sanfwa
Pèd la rézon, valé konmen Xanax pou dead sa onfwa
Bwè onpakèt alkòl kon chyen, kon si-w paté ni on fwa
Pou pran sonmèy é dòmi lontan, san di pon moun ovwa
Sé té lèspri-la, sété mood an mwen dèpi kèlkè mwa
Pas apré tousa lanné, démon an mwen pli prézan ki avan
Pani paradi ban mwen, lanfè ja ban mwen on avans
Sèl épòk an ni lenbé a-y, sété ni lontan, avan
Avan boug-aw ni déprésyon, kòlè, adiksyon alkòl é kan menm
Lè an té ni pou mandé èd, an fè konsi an pa konèt
É lè tousa ka mélanjé, ka fè mix an tèt a-w
Lidé a suicide ka touné kon mizik an tèt a-w
Sa pran mwen tan pou pé konprann é pou rèkonèt
Vi an mwen té pé dous, si té an palé pli bonnè
An té désiné on kwa, si sa an té ja ni an projé
An manké pati forever mé an fè mwen on promès
É alè-la an safe

Safe

There's no space to breathe
Time runs, and the question keeps haunting me
No answers, inside I'm empty and life feels like a movie
Everyone's living, while I stand still, on standby
What's next after school, alcohol, bitches and weed, huh?
What comes before the day your woman says "I do", huh?
Rain falls on me, while you're soaking up the sun
I don't want to think, I'm pessimistic, I stay asleep
Because when I sleep, I don't remember all the pain I carry
Huh, my mind is so off, and I'm just cleaning up
My body is the only memory that will remain
And even you will forget I ever existed
It took me time to understand and accept
My life could have been sweet, but I prefer to stay angry
I drew a cross, if that's what we had planned
I missed out on forever, but I made myself a promise
To always stay safe

At first, I wasn't meant to wait
I already had scars waiting
My pride wasn't enough for me to make you understand
The love I had for you, it was holding me, strangling me
What you can't see in private is stopping me, suffocating me
Everything that happens is fucking breaking me, touching me
In my head I say, if you're not doing well, don't be afraid to look for me
Because I won't let you fall
Solid till the grave and
At night when you're not here, it feels like the curtain falls
My head hurts, I need to escape
I need to have an accident, so I can become amnesic
You can't fuck with me anymore, so you decided to escape
At least in my dreams, I can see you smiling gently
It took me time to understand and accept
My life could have been sweet, but I prefer to stay angry
I drew a cross, if that's what we had planned
I missed out on forever, but I made myself a promise
To always stay safe

It's crazy how, sometimes you can lose your mind
Lose reason, swallow Xanax like it's the last time
Drink a lot of alcohol like a dog, like you never had a liver
To fall asleep and sleep far away, without telling anyone goodbye
That was the spirit, that was my mood for a few months
Because after all these years, my demon is more present than before
Forget paradise, hell already gave me an advance
The only time I was happy was a long time ago, before
Before your depression, anger, alcohol addiction and all that
When I needed to ask for help, I pretended I didn't know
And when all this mixes up in your head
The idea of suicide spins like music in your head
It took me time to understand and accept
My life could have been sweet, if I had spoken kinder
I drew a cross, if that's what I had planned
I missed out on forever, but I made myself a promise
And now I'm safe