Lyrics and translation One Star - JOURNEY

JOURNEY

털썩 주저 앉아버렸어
아무 준비 없이 만난 소나기
예고 없이 찾아오는 겨울 감기처럼
그렇게 다가온 우리 이별
좋았었는데 우리 모든 순간들
특별하진 않아도
행복했던 소박했던 추억
뭘 먹을까 고르는
너의 집중하던 두 눈
그런 사소한 네 모습
아직 내 눈엔 선명한데
너는 나빴어 끝까지 못됐어
네 맘 떠난 것도 모른 채
나만 사랑했잖아
안돼 나 이대론 못해
그냥 못 보내 말도 안돼
잠깐 우리 힘든 거잖아
끝내 널 잡았다면 놓지 않았다면
다시 첨으로 되돌아갔을까 난
사랑 이딴 게 뭐라고
하루 종일 날 보채고 있어
너의 눈빛도 어색했던 미소도
눈치채지 못했던 내가 미워
사실 매일 밤 나 꿈에서 너를 만나
똑같은 하루를 보내
늘 그래왔던 것처럼
눈 뜨면 너 혹시 돌아올까
너는 나빴어 끝까지 못됐어
네 맘 떠난 것도 모른 채
나만 사랑했잖아
안돼 나 이대론 못해
그냥 못 보내 말도 안돼
잠깐 우리 힘든 거잖아
얼마나 아파해야 몇 밤이 지나야
다시 올 거니 아무렇지 않게
사랑 이딴 게 뭐라고
아무것도 난 못하고
믿어지지 않아
아니 난 믿고 싶지 않아
우리 함께한 약속들 어떡하라고
다시 돌아와 혼자서 뱉는 말
내가 놓은 거야 그런 거야
정말 끝이 난 거야
그 때 남김없이 널
아낌없이 널 사랑할걸
나만 아파해도 되니까
잊혀질 때까지만
내 미련 없을 만큼만
널 불러볼게 아무도 모르게
오늘도 잘 참아냈어
그렇게 너를 보냈어

JOURNEY

I crashed and burned
Without any preparation, I met the sudden downpour
Like a winter cold that comes without warning
That's how our breakup came
All our moments were good
Even if they weren't special
They were simple and happy memories
Choosing what to eat
Your eyes focused intently
Those trivial aspects of you
Are still vivid in my mind
You were bad, rotten to the core
Unaware that your heart had left
I was the only one who loved
No, I can't do this
I can't just let you go, it's absurd
We're just going through a rough patch
If I had held on to you, if I hadn't let go
Could we have gone back to the beginning?
What is this thing called love?
You nag me all day long
Your awkward stares, your forced smiles
I hate myself for not noticing
In fact, every night, I meet you in my dreams
I spend the same day with you
As I always did
When I open my eyes, will you come back?
You were bad, rotten to the core
Unaware that your heart had left
I was the only one who loved
No, I can't do this
I can't just let you go, it's absurd
We're just going through a rough patch
How much pain will it take, how many nights must pass
Before you come back, without a care in the world?
What is this thing called love?
I can't do anything
I can't believe it
No, I don't want to believe it
What am I supposed to do with the promises we made?
You come back and spit out the words on your own
It's because I let you go, that's why
This is really the end
That time, I'll love you completely
I'll love you unreservedly
Even if it's only me who's hurting
Until I forget you
Until my folly is gone
I'll call out your name, where no one can hear
I made it through another day
That's how I let you go