Lyrics field of reeds - Orchid Mantis

half asleep
i remember being in the backseat
of my parents car
listening to some vague song
i watch the lights
passing after it gets dark
never feel that way again

lie with me
wake up in the field of reeds
i dreamed of in that car
rivers run through everything
i think in a strange loop
forget everything i knew
and we're all in
conversation with our fate

i keep on hearing quiet sermons
whispering silently in twilight
only sometimes late in the evening
when there's no one listening
and detuned organs humming softly
i can feel memories fading always
live through endings every day
everything will go away

but till then i'll
talk with you all night
no one else feels right
i'll do anything
to wake up next to you again

always felt
the weight of things i'll never tell
but you know well
the days will fold in on themselves
and i'll get by
on things that no one else describes
i'll clear my mind
with images of you and i

i think i am lucid from now on