Lyrics and translation RUMI - Doll

Doll

心を入れ忘れたdoll
寝転がっても眠れない
まぶた閉じない
もういいよ バイバイ
そう言って切った
電話の毒がまわる
君の声も笑顔までも消えた
ヤんなっちゃうよ
君がいない ただそれだけ
笑えない 眠れない
窓のない箱に投げ込まれたようで
...コワいよ
素直になれることと
正直でいることはぜんぜんちがう
大好きだとか
ごめんだとか言えない... わたしはdoll
お願い かけて来てよcall
ワン切りでもいいよ お願い
かけて来てよ
膝を抱えて
リダイヤルをした
運命とか試すように
1000回鳴って大好きなあの声が
ヤんなっちゃうよ
君の声が聞こえただけ
それだけで泣き出した
初めて空気吸い込んだ胸が
...痛かった
心を入れ忘れた人形じゃない
君さえいてくれたら
どうしようもないね
誰にもナイショだよ... 泣き虫のdoll
バカみたいなこと
それが大事ってわかんない
愛は永遠 そんなんじゃない
今と言う想いを
かさねてくしかない
ヤんなっちゃうよ
君がいない ただそれだけ
笑えない 眠れない
窓のない箱に投げ込まれたようで
...怖かった
素直になりたかった
正直でいたい 君の腕の中だけ
あした逢いたいよ
ちがう今逢いたいよ... 君だけのdoll

Doll

My heart is empty, like a doll
I can't sleep even when I lie down
I can't close my eyes
That's enough, goodbye
That's what I said when I hung up
The poison of our phone call is spreading
Your voice and your smile have both disappeared
I'm so frustrated
You're not here, that's all
I can't laugh, I can't sleep
It's like I've been thrown into a box with no windows
...I'm scared
To be honest and
To be true are two totally different things
I can't say things like I love you
Or I'm sorry... I'm just a doll
Please call me
Even a missed call would be fine, please
Call me
I hugged my knees
And redialed
Like I was testing my fate
After 1000 rings, your sweet voice came through
I'm so frustrated
I just wanted to hear your voice
And I started to cry
My chest that had just taken its first breath
...ached
I'm not a heartless doll
If only you were here
I can't help it
Don't tell anyone... I'm a crybaby doll
It's so stupid
I don't understand how that's important
Love isn't eternal, it's not like that
These feelings that I have now
I can only keep repeating them
I'm so frustrated
You're not here, that's all
I can't laugh, I can't sleep
It's like I've been thrown into a box with no windows
...I was scared
I wanted to be honest
And be true, only in your arms
I want to see you tomorrow
No, I want to see you now... I'm your one and only doll