Lyrics and translation Rayhon - Bilmagandim

Bilmagandim

BILMAGANDIM
Derazam ortidan termulib
Hayollarim yig'a olmayman xech
Yana bag'ringa bosh qo'yishga aytgin
Naxot bo'ldi shunchalar kech
Javob ko'rdim ko'zlaringda seni
Ammo muzlab qoldi dilim meni
Yosh to'kar javobingdan ko'zim
Shavqatsiz ekan sevgi juda
Armonlari bag'rimda o'rtandi
Yashadim umrimni yarmini
Lekin o'zimni endi o'rgandim
Yo'lin yoritay deb bo'lgandim oy
Samolarda sochgan edim chiroy
Lek zulmat ichra qoldim o'zim

Bilmagandim yoningda yolg'iz qolishimni
Bilmagandim sevgi shavqatsiz bo'lishini
Bilmagandim orzular meni egishini
Afsus endi ortga qaytmas vaqt bilmagandim

Qalbimda mudom qorong'ulik
Oyni ortida qoladi quyosh
Naxot qaytaraolmayman endi
Baxtsiz sevgimni to'ksam yam ko'z yosh
Javob ko'rdim ko'zlaringda seni
Ammo muzlab qoldi dilim meni
Yosh to'kar javobingdan ko'zim

Bilmagandim yoningda yolg'iz qolishimni
Bilmagandim sevgi shavqatsiz bo'lishini
Bilmagandim orzular meni egishini
Afsus endi ortga qaytmas vaqt bilmagandim
Javob ko'rdim ko'zlaringda seni
Ammo muzlab qoldi dilim meni
Yosh to'kar javobingdan ko'zim

Bilmagandim yoningda yolg'iz qolishimni
Bilmagandim sevgi shavqatsiz bo'lishini
Bilmagandim orzular meni egishini
Afsus endi ortga qaytmas vaqt bilmagandim

I Didn't Know

I DIDN'T KNOW
Gazing out my window,
Lost in thought, I can't cry anymore.
Tell me to lay my head on your chest again,
Is it truly too late?
I saw the answer in your eyes,
But my heart froze still.
Tears well up from your answer,
Love is so cruel.
Regrets burned in my heart,
I lived half my life,
But I've only just learned about myself.
I wanted to light your path like the moon,
I scattered beauty in the skies,
But I'm left alone in darkness.

I didn't know I'd be left alone by your side.
I didn't know love could be so cruel.
I didn't know dreams could crush me.
Regretfully, time doesn't turn back, I didn't know.

Eternal darkness in my heart,
The sun hides behind the moon.
Can't I bring it back now?
Even if I shed tears for my unhappy love.
I saw the answer in your eyes,
But my heart froze still.
Tears well up from your answer.

I didn't know I'd be left alone by your side.
I didn't know love could be so cruel.
I didn't know dreams could crush me.
Regretfully, time doesn't turn back, I didn't know.
I saw the answer in your eyes,
But my heart froze still.
Tears well up from your answer.

I didn't know I'd be left alone by your side.
I didn't know love could be so cruel.
I didn't know dreams could crush me.
Regretfully, time doesn't turn back, I didn't know.