Lyrics and translation Rin音 - Blue Diary

Blue Diary

通り過ぎる日々だ 今吹く風はもう誰のモノ
理想と現実のパズルは食い違い 不意に比べた努力人一倍
夢は遠ざかって 砂まじり午後に浴びるシャワー
微動だにしない冷蔵庫 揺れる気持ち ふっと我に返り息を呑んだ

歩く野良猫の唄 錆付きのチャリとクーラー
冷めては燃えてを繰り返して 透き通った意思は勇敢
この街に君といた 間違いなくここにいた 時がただ過ぎて 思い半ばで

Blue Diary こんな命を燃やして日々 生きてるのに
貴方がいて そう君がいても 泣いてる僕を許してくれよ
Blue Diary この涙は感情じゃないんだ 夢なんだ
滲む言葉のせいで 上手くは言えないけど 幸せだ

昔に今を重ねてみる パズルが少しずつはまっていく
緑が減ったように思えたり いくつか傷が増えてみえる足
思い出は過ぎるのが当然だ 窓際の花と焼けた肌
悔いがあって笑って息をする ペダル漕いで急いで前を向く

夜が更ければ 怖くなるね 怖くなるよ
朝になれば 嫌気さして逃げ惑うように
壊れそうだ 越えれば何かが変わっていく 惨めな僕でも強くなれる

Blue Diary こんな命を燃やして 日々生きてるのに
貴方がいて そう君がいても 泣いてる僕を許してくれ

Blue Diary こんな命を燃やして 日々生きてる意味
貴方がいて 僕もいて 笑える日々を愛してくれよ
Blue Diary この涙は感情じゃないんだ 夢なんだ
滲む言葉のせいで 上手くは言えないけど 幸せだ

春が過ぎても 夏が過ぎても 笑っててくれ 笑っててくれ
秋が過ぎても 僕がいなくても 笑っててくれ 笑っててくれ

Blue Diary

Days passing by. To whom does the wind that blows now belong?
The puzzle of ideals and reality is misaligned. Suddenly, my efforts, which were more than anyone else's, were compared.
Dreams fading away, a shower in the sandy afternoon.
The refrigerator remains still. My swaying emotions. I suddenly came to my senses and gasped.

The song of a stray cat walking. A rusty bike and a cooler.
Repeatedly cooling down and burning up, a transparent will is brave.
You were with me in this city. Definitely, you were here. Time just passed by, and in the middle of my thoughts...

Blue Diary. I'm living every day, burning this kind of life,
You're here, yes, you're here, but please forgive me for crying.
Blue Diary. These tears aren't emotions, they're dreams.
Because of the blurred words, I can't say it well, but I'm happy.

Trying to superimpose the past onto the present. The puzzle is gradually fitting together.
It feels as though the greenery has decreased. My legs have a few more scars.
It's natural for memories to pass. Flowers by the window and sunburned skin.
I laugh with regrets and keep breathing. I pedal hard and look ahead.

When night falls, I get scared. I get scared.
When morning comes, I get fed up and flee.
It feels like I'm breaking. If I overcome this, something will change. Even a pathetic person like me can become strong.

Blue Diary. I'm living every day, burning this kind of life,
You're here, yes, you're here, but please forgive me for crying.

Blue Diary. I'm living every day, burning this kind of life. The meaning...
You're here, and I'm here, so please cherish the days when we can laugh together.
Blue Diary. These tears aren't emotions, they're dreams.
Because of the blurred words, I can't say it well, but I'm happy.

Even after spring has passed. Even after summer has passed. Please keep smiling. Please keep smiling.
Even after autumn has passed. Even if I'm not there. Please keep smiling. Please keep smiling.