Lyrics and translation Shé feat. Gema - A solas (con Gema)

A solas (con Gema)

Shé...
A solas...
Aveces de repente siento que ya nadie me entiende,
que todo se vuelve en mi contra, todo me agobia,
pago con la gente que mas quiero lo que noto sin motivo
entonces ni siquiera siento lo que digo,
camino triste y cabizbajo serio,
no necesito nada, déjame estar solo enserio,
cuando estoy a solas pienso en quitarme de en medio,
me juro a mi mismo sonreír pero no hay remedio,
Aveces no consigo deshacerme de esta culpa,
trato de seguir luchando pero aveces paso,
es tan duro despertar y ver que nada cambia,
que en todo lo que hagas tan solo es un fracaso,
aveces miro todo en cuanto tengo y no me basta,
me da miedo seguir avanzando,
creciendo,
y sufriendo cada día por el amor y la pasta,
que se que nada es para siempre y que todo se gasta,
intento mejorar como persona cada día,
hablo conmigo siempre y digo "reacciona"
me propongo demasiadas metas en mi vida pero,
nada cambia todo sigue igual nada funciona,
me pregunto absurdamente cosas que no entiendo,
cual es mi lugar a donde voy que estoy haciendo
siguen pasando los años y voy comprendiendo
que lo único que se larga
y no vuelve nunca es el tiempo.
Mi mundo no gira
y me cuesta sentir,
el sol ya no brilla
no se a donde ir,
ya no se decidir
mi manera de vivir,
y entre suspiros sola esperaría mi fin,
mi mundo no gira
y me cuesta sentir
el sol ya no brilla
no se a donde ir,
lagrimas me arañan,
y siento el alma vacía,
voces que me gritan
que no existe una salida.
Me da rabia no poder ser como quiero ser
ver la vida como jamas la quise ver,
actuar de otra manera tener otro parecer,
no hacer aquello que quiero por el temor de perder,
crecer,
no darme cuenta convertirme en otra cosa,
totalmente diferente a aquello que prometí,
dije que nunca lo haría,
que lo imaginaria,
un mal día me despierto y admito que soy así,
odio los domingos no me gustan para nada,
están para recordar los errores que tuve,
mi sueño se largan se quedan entre las nubes,
quieres un consejo?
pase lo que pase nunca dudes,
odio este momento,
este presente lo presiento,
amanece como siempre,
luego queda anochecer,
cada domingo me recuerda ese tipo de persona,
con la cual siempre he soñado
y que nunca he podido ser,
no puedo aliviarme,
no intentes ayudarme,
se que soy el responsable y no paro de culparme,
dejo de complicarme,
pido largarme solo y si fuera así,
pediría que alguien viniera a buscarme,
otro día sin respuesta sin nada,
para curarme,
cada vez hay menos tiempo
y no paro de preguntarme,
aveces pienso que estoy loco,
yo necesito expresarme,
esta es la única manera
que tengo para explicarme
Mi mundo no gira
y me cuesta sentir,
el sol ya no brilla
no se a donde ir,
ya no se decidir
mi manera de vivir,
y entre suspiro sola esperaría mi fin,
mi mundo no gira
y me cuesta sentir
el sol ya no brilla
no se a donde ir,
lagrimas me arañan,
siento el alma vacía,
voces que me gritan
que no existe una salida.
Es muy duro seguir así,
y que me queda?
vivir soñando?
no creo que se pueda,
debo cumplir años
sin saber lo que me espera,
poca alegría
dentro demasiada pena fuera,
no funciona así,
funciona por impresiones,
somos ilusiones,
sensaciones
y emociones,
se que pasare mi vida
atado a una tristeza eterna,
pero el resto de la gente
pensaran que son canciones.
PIDO MARCHARME DE AQUÍ,
SALTAR Y VIVIR,
ESCAPAR DE ESTA DEPRESIÓN,
DEJAR DE SUFRIR,
PASAR DEL AYER,
SONREÍR Y YA ESTA
SEGUIR CAMINANDO
SIN PENSAR EN NADA
Y TAN SOLO FLUIR
NOTAR QUE POR UNA SOLA VEZ,
PUEDO SER FELIZ,
VER A MI FAMILIA BIEN
ESCUCHAR QUE NO SE ACABA
DESPERTAR CON ILUSIÓN
Y LO PRIMERO QUE VEA
CADA MAÑANA A MI LADO SOLO
SEA SU MIRADA,
HACER FELIZ A MI HERMANO
QUE SEPA QUE LO HE LOGRADO,
QUE LA FRASE DE MI PECHO
JAMAS LA HE OLVIDADO,
QUIERO VIVIR CADA SUEÑO,
Y QUE POR UNA VEZ SE CUMPLA,
QUE SALGAN LAS COSAS BIEN,
Y DEJAR DE SENTIR LA CULPA,
SENTIRME ORGULLOSO
ALEGRE Y VIVO,
QUE LA TRISTEZA Y LA PENA
SIENTAN LO QUE YO HE SENTIDO,
ALCANZAR CADA PROMESA
QUE HICE UN DÍA CONMIGO MISMO,
Y DECIR SE ACABO,
POR QUE YA LO HE CONSEGUIDO...
Mi mundo no gira
y me cuesta sentir,
el sol ya no brilla
no se a donde ir,
ya no se decidir,
mi manera de vivir,
y entre suspiro sola esperaría mi fin,
mi mundo no gira
y me cuesta sentir
el sol ya no brilla
no se a donde ir,
lagrimas que arañan,
y siento el alma vacía,
voces que me gritan
que no existe una salida.

Alone (with Gema)

Shé...
Alone...
Sometimes, suddenly, I feel like no one understands me anymore,
that everything turns against me, everything overwhelms me,
I take it out on the people I love the most without reason
then I don't even feel what I'm saying,
I walk sad and downcast, serious,
I don't need anything, let me be alone, seriously,
when I'm alone I think about disappearing,
I swear to myself to smile but there's no remedy,
Sometimes I can't get rid of this guilt,
I try to keep fighting but sometimes I give up,
it's so hard to wake up and see that nothing changes,
that everything I do is just a failure,
sometimes I look at everything I have and it's not enough,
I'm afraid to keep moving forward,
growing,
and suffering every day for love and money,
knowing that nothing is forever and everything fades,
I try to improve as a person every day,
I always talk to myself and say "react"
I set too many goals in my life but,
nothing changes, everything stays the same, nothing works,
I absurdly ask myself things I don't understand,
what is my place, where am I going, what am I doing
the years keep passing and I'm understanding
that the only thing that leaves
and never comes back is time.
My world doesn't spin
and it's hard for me to feel,
the sun doesn't shine anymore
I don't know where to go,
I don't know how to decide
my way of living,
and between sighs I would wait for my end alone,
my world doesn't spin
and it's hard for me to feel
the sun doesn't shine anymore
I don't know where to go,
tears scratch me,
and I feel my soul empty,
voices that scream at me
that there is no way out.
It makes me angry not being able to be who I want to be
to see life as I never wanted to see it,
to act differently, to have a different opinion,
not doing what I want because of the fear of losing,
growing,
not realizing, becoming something else,
totally different from what I promised,
I said I would never do it,
that I would imagine it,
one bad day I wake up and admit that I am like that,
I hate Sundays, I don't like them at all,
they are there to remind me of the mistakes I made,
my dreams leave, they stay among the clouds,
you want some advice?
no matter what happens, never doubt,
I hate this moment,
this present I feel it,
it dawns as always,
then it gets dark,
every Sunday reminds me of that kind of person,
the one I've always dreamed of
and that I've never been able to be,
I can't feel relief,
don't try to help me,
I know I'm responsible and I don't stop blaming myself,
I stop complicating myself,
I ask to leave alone and if it were so,
I would ask for someone to come and find me,
another day without answers, without anything,
to heal me,
there is less and less time
and I keep asking myself,
sometimes I think I'm crazy,
I need to express myself,
this is the only way
I have to explain myself
My world doesn't spin
and it's hard for me to feel,
the sun doesn't shine anymore
I don't know where to go,
I don't know how to decide
my way of living,
and between sighs I would wait for my end alone,
my world doesn't spin
and it's hard for me to feel
the sun doesn't shine anymore
I don't know where to go,
tears scratch me,
I feel my soul empty,
voices that scream at me
that there is no way out.
It's very hard to keep going like this,
and what do I have left?
live dreaming?
I don't think it's possible,
I must get older
without knowing what awaits me,
little joy
inside, too much sadness outside,
it doesn't work like that,
it works by impressions,
we are illusions,
sensations
and emotions,
I know I will spend my life
tied to an eternal sadness,
but the rest of the people
will think they are just songs.
I ASK TO LEAVE HERE,
JUMP AND LIVE,
ESCAPE THIS DEPRESSION,
STOP SUFFERING,
MOVE ON FROM YESTERDAY,
SMILE AND THAT'S IT
KEEP WALKING
WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT ANYTHING
AND JUST FLOW
NOTICE THAT FOR ONCE,
I CAN BE HAPPY,
SEE MY FAMILY WELL
HEAR THAT IT DOESN'T END
WAKE UP WITH ILLUSION
AND THE FIRST THING I SEE
EVERY MORNING BY MY SIDE ONLY
IS HER GAZE,
MAKE MY BROTHER HAPPY
LET HIM KNOW THAT I HAVE ACHIEVED IT,
THAT THE PHRASE IN MY CHEST
I HAVE NEVER FORGOTTEN IT,
I WANT TO LIVE EVERY DREAM,
AND THAT FOR ONCE IT COMES TRUE,
THAT THINGS GO WELL,
AND STOP FEELING GUILTY,
FEEL PROUD
HAPPY AND ALIVE,
THAT SADNESS AND PAIN
FEEL WHAT I HAVE FELT,
REACH EVERY PROMISE
THAT I MADE ONE DAY WITH MYSELF,
AND SAY IT'S OVER,
BECAUSE I HAVE ALREADY ACHIEVED IT...
My world doesn't spin
and it's hard for me to feel,
the sun doesn't shine anymore
I don't know where to go,
I don't know how to decide,
my way of living,
and between sighs I would wait for my end alone,
my world doesn't spin
and it's hard for me to feel
the sun doesn't shine anymore
I don't know where to go,
tears scratch me,
I feel my soul empty,
voices that scream at me
that there is no way out.